Saturday, July 30, 2011

When Everything Is Seemingly Gone, Don't Forget That You're Still Alive And Can Still Make A Difference...

Trying My Best To Feign Ignorance. Hoping That Nothing Will Happen. Everything Will Be Over. I Don't Know Anything. I Don't Want To Know. Don't Tell Me. I Can't Hear It With My Earpiece On. I Can't See Your Lips Moving. My Eyes Are Close. My Ears Are Shut. My Heart Is Closed.

Feeling So Tired Especially This Few Days. Yesterday Visited The Gym! Long Time Since I Went There. Had A Great Time Especially On The Treadmill. Haha! My Muscles Are All Aching Over Me And Today Morning Still Got Basketball Training. Tired To The Max And Muscles Getting On Tense Up!

Chemistry Results Are Back. Failed As Expected But I Could Have Passed If I'm Not That Careless, Which Cost Me A Total Of About 8 Marks. Haiz. Disappointed With Myself Being Good For Nothing.

There's Still So Many Homework Yet Done And There're Probably 5 Test Next Week! 2 Maths Test And A Social Study, History And Maybe Geography Testtt! STRESSEDDDDD UPPP! Don't Even Have Time To Rest. Study. Study And Study. Mug. Mug And Mug.

Feel Free To Formspring Me ANYTHING :D ( Don't Have To Be Just Questions! )

你是我的一见钟情
充满了魔力
我无法抗拒

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

The Day I Noticed You Was The Day I Fell In Love With You...

Finally. School's Over, Just Back From A Crazy And Tiring Day In School With Lessons Ending At 4.40pm! So TIRINGGG. Feel Like Sleeping Throughout Most Of The Lessons. The Pokemon Comic Book Kept Me Awake :D Ahahaha. I'm Reading Comics In Class But Teacher Don't Know. I Know Right, Bad Boy! But I Don't Care :D Anyway I'm Too Tired To Pay Attention And Absorb Anything In Class.

Anyway Got Back My Test. Expected Results >>> A Fail For Both My A Maths Binomial Test And Chemistry Test. And I Did Fail As I Expected. I Didn't Think The Paper Was Difficult. For Both Test, I Was Careless And For Maths Test, Always Din't Have Enough Time To Complete. Sigh. Maybe It's Just An Excuse. Maybe I'm Really Stupid. Or I'm Just Lazy. Or I'm Not Putting Enough Effort.

Sharing This Song! :D~


Common Test In 2-3 Weeks Time. JYJY! :D

也许默默地爱你
就是最好的选择

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

It's Not Always Bad To Fall Hard Because Those Are The Times When You Really Learn From These Lessons.

Noooooo!!! The Timetable Changed Again For The 3rd Time This Term... And Tomorrow Is Gonna Suck! Wednesday Lessons Will End Later At 4.40pm With Only 1 Hour Lunch While Fridays End Early At 12.25pm! Sian~

Wednesday Lessons Will Be So Very Tiring And Probably Half The Class Will Fall Asleep At The Last 2 Periods... The Worst Thing Is That Lunch Timing Is At 11.25-12.25pm! Which Means 12.25pm - 4.40pm Will Be A Rush Of Lessons Without Any Break In Between! How To Absorb So Much Stuff We Are Learning Into Our Brains When We Don't Get Breaks To Digest The Things We're Learning? Even A Sponge Has A Limit To How Much It Can Absorb And It Needs Time To Be Squeeze Dry Before It Can Absorb Again...

Today During Chemistry... Teacher Said There Was 26 Failers For Chemistry Test! Ewwww. Bet I'm One Of Them! I Balanced Wrongly!!! Arghhhhhhh. Whole Question Wrong. Sigh. I'm So Blur And Careless. So Dumb Of Me.

Next Week Is Also Going To Be Flooded With Test. So Stressssss. Test After Test. Never Ending Tests! How I Wish I Could Just Have A Break From This Life. And Some People Is Really Getting Onto My Nerves. I'm Okay With People Suaning Me Or Any Other Thing You Say About Me. Absolutely Okay! :D But Seriously, Just Because I've Good Anger Management, You All Try To Bully Me Is It? Don't Ever Take Advantage Of Me. If You Treat Me For Granted, Don't Blame Me If I Just Ignore You.

Deep Down Inside I'm Breaking Down Into Bits And Pieces. You Can't See It Neither Can You Feel It Cause You're Not Me. You Don't Know How It Feels Like. Totally Confused And Tired Of This Life...

我不知道为什么
我总是对你那么好
看不到你的微笑
还有什么是重要

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Why I Just Keep Thinking And Thinking But Somehow I Still Don't Get It?

Just Back Home~ Fun Day Out :D Today Or Rather Yesterday! Morning Had Basketball Training Which Is Rather Slack Because We Played Match! :DD At Night Went Out With Weimin To Have Lunch At Food Junction @ NEX And Followed By Having Selegie Soya Bean @ Kovan... Original Plan Was Go To Kovan Icepool to Play Pool But Because Weimin Had Dragonboat Tomorrow And He Had To Wake Up Early... So We Decided To Go Have Supper @ Selegie! :D Hahaha... Lucky I Never Miss The Last Bus! Woots! Or Else Have To Walk Home And I'm So Tired... I Love Selegie Soya Bean!

'Feeling Very Drained... Not Only Physically Tired... I'm Used To Being Physically Tired But Mentally... I Still Can't Get Used To This Kind Of Feeling... Why Do We Always Ignore The People Who Adore Us And Adore The People Who Always Ignore Us? Why? Isn't It Irony? Why Are We Willing To Go Extreme Measures Just To Attract The Attention Of Our Love Ones? Why Are We Willing To Sacrifice Our Everything For That Special Someone Without Wanting Anything In Return? Why? Why Does Love Even Exist? Isn't Love Stupid? What Exactly Is Love? I Know That It Broke My Heart...Many Times... But The Worst Thing Is That I'm Still Not Immune To It...'

Time To Get Love Out Of My Dictionary... I Don't Know What's Love.. I Don't Want To Know What's Love...Does It Even Exist? If It Does, I'm Sorry I Don't Know About It...Might Have Thrown It Into The Dustbin, Sorry! I Only Know Now As A Student, I Should Concentrate Fully On My Studies! Yes Studies Only! Nothing Else! Okay...Now It's Just 1 Step Away From Dumping That Into The Rubbish... All You Have To Do To Make Me Numbed To Love Is To Reject Me! I Expect It Anyways :D C'mon! REJECT ME! I'll Be Able To Focus On My Studies Than! 

Feeling All Numb~

消失的下雨天 
让我好想再淋一遍 

Friday, July 22, 2011

Why Am I Even Affected By You? Why? What Must I Do...

Yesterday Was A Great Day Out With My Awesome Cousins! :D Had A Great Time Eating And Eating!!! ( What Can You Do Besides Eating In A Buffet? ) Haha My Fail Cousin First Serving Take 4 Plates Filled With Food! End Up Go Take Even More And Can't Finish ^^ Hahaha! Great Manz! Need To Burn Some Fats... Eat Too Much ... Should Go Jogging Today! :)

Anyways Gotten The New Timetable Back...Every Wednesday Late Dismissal At 4.10pm! -.- Woooow Right? Every Other Day Except Friday Dismiss At 2.25pm And Friday Dismiss At 1.25pm! So Long Hours In School...It's Gonna Be Really No-Life.

And I'm So Prepared To Fail Chemistry Test... Careless Of Me To Balance The Equation Wrongly Which Means Every Other Part Of The Question I'll Get It Wronggg!!! Siao Liao... That Question Total Marks Worth 8 And The Test Is Upon 25 Marks! And I Left Some Questions Blank! Oops! Fail Lers.
Chinese 理解问答 Test Teacher Gave Us Only 50mins Instead Of 1 Hour Because He Came In Late! Cause Me Unable To Write Finish Some Of The Questions -.-
English Test Still Okay! Manage To Come Up With Some Interesting Story! :D

And The Weekends Is Here...Week 4 Is Almost Over.. Parents Going Overseas Till Monday! But Than I Really Don't Know What To Do Besides Revise At Home... So No-Life! I Want To Go Out But Than Don't Know Who Should I Get To Go Out With Me! I Want To Return To That Place! Awesome Nice Place! :D But Can't Find The Right Person To Go With Me ): Will Have To Wait For This Person... That Place Is So Beautiful At Night! Can't Seem To Forget ~

Let Time Tell Everything~ 
Hope It Doesn't Take Too Long...

好的事情 
多么希望能够重复

Thursday, July 21, 2011

I Don't Have To Be Perfect... I Just Have To Wait For Someone Who Thinks I'm Perfect...

Bad Bad Day! Someone Come Up With The New Timetable And All I'm Gonna Say Is That It's Gonna Suck... 

There Will Not Be Any Recess During Wednesdays And Our Lunch Will Be At 2.25pm? Wow How Cool Is That? There'll Be Lessons From 8.40am - 2.25pm Without A Single Break In Between! Stupid Much? I Can't Believe Someone Actually Come Up With Such A Dumb Change To The Already Dumb Timetable.. And What's Worst? Everyday Is Gonna End Later And We'll Be Having A 1 Hour Lunch Break? <<< What's The Use Of Giving Us 1 Hour Lunch Break? We Don't Even Need So Much Time To Have Our Lunch And Worst Thing Is That On Most Days, There'll Be Lessons After Lunch Till 4+... COOOOOOOOOOOL!!! Let's Wait For The Timetable To Be Out! I Bet There'll Be So Many Open Letters To Our Principal! Ahahaha! :D

Second Thing That Made My Day Really Bad! The A Maths Test Was Not Very Difficult But Not Enough Time For Me To Complete! I Think I'll FAILLLLLL! Leave So Many Questions And Parts Blank! I Need To Get All Correct For Those Questions I Attempt To Pass..Seems Impossible? Haiz.

Tomorrow Still Got 3 Test! Chinese 理解问答, English Composition Test And Chemistry Test! So Little Time To Revise Chemistry Test So I Guess I'm Prepared To Fail... Will Be Going Out With Cousins Who Came Back From Sabah To Momiji Restaurant @ City Square Mall Soon, To Have Buffet Dinner! Woots! Yum! :D Must Eat More!!! ^^  Don't Care So Much Le!

It Was Only A Dream~


天空好想下雨 
我好想住你隔壁 
傻站在你家楼下 
抬起头 数乌云 

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

I Don't Know How I Could Live My Life Without You...

Phew... Today's Geography Test Still Okay! Maybe I Would Say It's Rather Easy! :D Expecting Good Grades This Time! No..I Must Get Good Grades This Time! MUSTTTTTTT!!! Can't Expect To Fail My CA2!

Tomorrow Got A Maths Binomial Test! Jiayou Jiayou! Must Do Well For This Test! Hope Tomorrow's Paper Don't Set Till So Difficult! :D

Faster Faster! Weekends Come Faster!!! WOOHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOO!!! My Parents Going Overseas This Weekend! Time To Go Crazy! Yes GO CRAZY! Go Out Whole Day! But In Order For Me To Do So...I Shall Have To Sacrifice My Friday! ): Can't Slack On Friday Becos I Need Chiong Finish My Homework On Friday And Revise For Physics Test On Monday!! Can't Expect To Do Badly For My Physics! I Don't Want Any Subjects To Fail This Time..Not Even If It's By One Mark! -.-

I'm Not Gonna Care So Much...HUAT ARH!

多想要和你聊聊天
只想要你在我身边