You Are The One.

Quite Alot To Blog About. Like About The Camp Last Week And It Has Been A Really Good Week So Far. One Of The Best Weeks I'm Having In Months.

Throwback To BFS Camp Which Is About A Week Ago. First Time Working In Logistics Department And It Has Been Wonderful Though Tiring. It's Worth It. Seeing The Campers Having So Much Fun. It Feels Like All My Effort Is Worth It. And The Wonderful Skit Put Up By Us Invictus (Helpers). Great Camp Experience And Fun. Definitely Enjoyable.

Throwback To Three (Four) Days Ago. I'm So Glad I Was Able To See You. I Really Miss Your Smile. The Smile That Could Instantly Bright Up Anyone's World. It's Amazing. My Sunshine. You Are My Sunshine. The Things We Did Was Simply Amazing. Fun. Memorable.

From When I First Met You And The Shopping, Cooking, Washing, Playing Of Games, Movie Watching. Everything. What's Not To Like About. How We Fought To Pay At The Counter, How We Allocate Who Should Prepare What For That Meal, Who Should Wash The Plates.

And The Card I Received Was A Surprised Too!

The Things I Did For You, The Balloons, Cards And The Video On Your Birthday. Everything I Did Was More Than Worth It. Because It's You. I'm So In Love. Somebody Save Me Pleaseeeeeeeeeee.

No One Has Ever Made Me Feel Anywhere As Near As How I'm Feeling Right From The Start. If It's Anyone Else, The Most I'll Do Is A Card. But It's You, Anything Is Possible. My Creativity Runs Wild. There's Endless Ideas I Could Surprise You With And Touch Your Heart. There Is No Distance Too Far To Reach Because It's You. 

But.. Maybe It's Selfless Love. It's Okay Even If I Give Without Getting Anything In Return, Which Is Usually Not True Most Of The Times Because I'm Sure You Smiled And That's All That Matters. I Understand Totally That You Have Commitments To Studying Hard And Giving Your Parents A Good Life In The Future Which I'm Sure You Will. 

And I'm Sure There Are Many Guys After You Too Cause You're Cute, Pretty, Caring, Thoughtful And The List Goes On.

I Guess It's Okay If Things Are This Way. I'm Happy And Contented. 

What Else Can I Wish For?

Today Was Wonderful. Met Up With My Bros And Finally Had My Favorite Bak Kut Teh And Cafe Pal's Thai Milk Tea! We Also Watched The Lion Men Part 2. Was A Really Wonderful Movie, Because Not Only It Is A Really Humorous Movie, It Has Mixed Emotions Mixed Into It Too. I Think Such Movies Are The Best. Dinner At Astons And Finally We Had Some Wii Fun At PlayNation!! So Much Fun All In One Day.

But.. I'm Broke. Never Felt So Broke In My Lifeeee! HAHAAA! But Who Cares. I Only Have Two Weeks To Spend My Money After Which I Shall Start Saving When School Terms Starts Again~

能看到你快乐

看到你笑

我是心满意足了

Most Things That I Expect To Happen, The Exact Opposite Happens Instead.

No Idea How Or Why. And I Don't Even Expect Much Actually. Somehow The Exact Opposite Always Happens. No Explanations For It. But At Least Now I Know What To Expect Now If I Want Good Things To Happen. See Everything Negatively And Somehow Positive Things Will Happen.

Has Been A Really Tiring Week. Left Last Paper Which Falls On Friday. And Camp Will Go On Till Sunday. Hope Time Will Past Faster.

Can't Exactly Say That I'm Looking Forward To Next Week But Yea, It's The Holidays, What Not To Look Forward To. But Just 2 Weeks With Five Projects To Be Completed, Is This A Joke?

It's Been Some Time Since I Actually Let My Creativity Run Wild Again. Every Single Time, I Manage To Impress Even Myself. I Know I Have No Talent When It Falls Onto Such Things But It Just Takes Place Naturally. Natural Talent Without Any Logic. But Because I'm Doing It For You, That's Why I Can Perform Magic. Magic That Has Not Been Taught To Me.

Simply.

Magical.

魔术的最高境界

就是变出一个

你连自己都不知道

能变出来的魔术

Yet Another Milestone Reached.

Wasn't My Best Run. In Fact One Of The Worst.

I'm Not Going To Blog Out The Whole Experience Of It, But Yep, Sundown Marathon Really Challenges Me To My Limits, Almost Brought Me To Insanity. The Pain Just So Intense. My Mind Felt Like It Was Bursting Just Like How My Legs Felt Like They Were Tearing Apart. It Was Bad Enough.

Just Simply Say I Prepared Quite Late Only Two Months In Advanced And Only Just One Month Before Did I Really Put In Much More Effort Which Explains Why It's So Tough For Me To Finish This 42.195 Km. And To Be Honest, It Felt Like I Ran More Than That And My Tracker Actually Showed I Covered More.

Timing When I Cross The Finishing Line I Saw Was 4 Hr 31 Mins But I Stop My Tracker Late Which Explains The 4 Hr 34 Mins! HAHAA! But Still Not A Really Good Timing. Under My Expectations. And Well, Look At The Calories Burnt! AHAHAA! One Full Day Of Calories Intake. I Definitely Loss At Least 2-3 Kg I Believe! HAHAA!

Look At All The Swaggg ^

Not Going To Compete In Any More Marathons For The Time Being, At Least Not For This Year. It's Too Damaging To The Knees. I Have Difficulty Walking Even Today And Especially Climbing The Steps. And Since I've Experienced It, My Advise Is DON'T RUN IF YOU DON'T TRAIN HARD ENOUGH.

It's Just That Simple HAHA!

虽然不顺利

没有放弃

还是完成了

The Start Matters. But What Matters Even More Is The End. How Are You Gonna Finish?

Finally. Today. The Day I've Been Training So Hard For The Past Few Months. Just For Today. It's Sundown Marathon. Flag Off Won't Be Anytime Until About 23 Hours Later. Which Means I Still Have Time To Mentally Prepare Myself As Well As To Do Lots Of Stretching And Really Have A Good Sleep (After I'm Done With This! HAHA!)

Actually I'm Not To Sure How I'm Going To Treat This Race. Starting Well Is Definitely Important. Got To Pace Myself Evenly Throughout The Race. Am Really Nervous To Be Honest Cause I'm Not Sure What The Consequences Are For Finishing The Race And How Well I Will Perform Because It's A Distance I've Never Covered Before. And Most Importantly, I Want To Finish Strong As Well.

So The Plan Is: Take A Marker And Draw On My Hand The Different Checkpoint Timings (Probably Every 2.5km) Target Is Still Low 4 Hours Or If Possible, Below That To Really Give Myself A Really Good Challenge.

Actually That Is Not The Original Plan At All.
The Original Plan Was To YOLO!!! HAHAHAA!

At Least I'm Done With All My E-Learning Assignments, I Can Just Focus On My Race. But Common Test Starts In Just 1 Week Time. And It's On A SATURDAY!!! I Haven't Started On Any Revision Yet Because This Is Such A Busy Semester And I Haven't Really Manage My Time Well. Which Means It's Another YOLO.

Just Gonna Take Things One Step At A Time. All Focus.

Sundown Marathon.

Let's Do This.

做的事越疯狂

过程就会越难忘

Because I Know I'm Strong Enough To Handle This.

Finally 18!!! Busy These Days Really Couldn't Find The Time To Blog Any Sooner!

And So Here It Is. Did 18.18 Km Run And Surprisingly The Seconds Were 18 Too! Something Unique I Guess. At Least I Enjoyed Myself And It Was A Test Run For My Actual Marathon Coming In Just 5 Days Time.

And Yup Didn't Expect To Be Celebrating My Birthday But My Parents Insist On Dining Out And So I Had Dinner At Jack's Place!

And There Was A Free Cake From Starbucks Too! Phewwww. So Much Good Food In Just One Day I Just Can't Explain How Much I Really Enjoyed Myself!

Am Really Thankful That Some Of My Friends Still Remembered My Birthday Though I Didn't Expect Any Too. And Like All The Wishes Through Voice Messages, Messages, Tweets And Facebook. Did Not Receive And Gift Or What But It's Always The Thought That Counts. The Rest Doesn't Really Matter.

And On Saturday. BA CARES Inauguration @ Sentosa! Woke Up So Damn Early Just To Be On Time To Discuss Some Cheer Thing Which We Did Not Use In The End Because Garfield Combined With Pink Panther As We Had Too Little Members, And So We Had A Combined Cheer. There Goes My Sleeeeep. Overall Was Fun But Really Tiring.

Anyways This Week Is E-Learning Week. But I Always Believe That It Is Just An Excuse For Tutors To Give Us More Work To Do And It Is Important That We Plan Our Time Wisely. The Problem Is Whenever It Comes To Studies, I Don't Have Discipline. HAHAA! Whatever~

因为我们慢慢了解批次

我开始渐渐有把握

能够让你快乐的是我

Being Independent Just Makes You So Much Stronger.

Time Fliessss OMGGG! Shouldn't Even Be Feeling Calm At All.

Don't Even Know If I'm Ready For It. 10 More Days. Not Much Difference I Can Make But I Got To Try My Best. 'Run Like There's No Tomorrow And You'll Make It.' That's What I Always Tell Myself. Got To Just Keep Going. Am Really Happy For The Good Training Sessions I Had For The Past Month.

Guess It's True That Sometimes We Just Rely On Others To Give Us The Strength. But That's When I Actually Realise I Don't Really Do That Anymore. I Used To Do That. Use Someone As My Motivation To Go Further And Faster And Really Push Myself To The Limits.

But What's Amazing Is I'm Running These Days And The Strength All Comes From Within. It's Probably The Mind Playing Tricks. Or Maybe It Really Really Means I'm Getting Really Independent And This Also Means I Am Not Attached To People Though I'm Still Making Lots Of Friends These Days.

I Like This Feeling Totally. You Have No Expectations Of People And You Don't Get Disappointed. You Have No One To Talk To And Yet You Can Just Entertain Yourself And Not Feel Affected At All. You Don't Rely On Others And Therefore They Don't Affect You.

And What's More, My Birthday In Two Days And Unlike Past Years, I'll Probably Hint My Friends Or I'll Just Ask Them Out Directly Cause They Don't Usually Remember Mine Like How I Always Remember Theirs.

I Don't Feel Like They Have To Celebrate My Birthday Honestly And I'm Not Expecting Anything At All. Not Even Wishes HAHAA! I Just Don't Care. What Matters Is I'm Still Happy. If They Remembered Than It'll Be Good, If They Don't It's Really Okay. I Can Celebrate My Birthday On My Own If I Want To - This Is The Power Of Being Independent. Sounds Like Forever Alone But Sometimes You Are Alone But You Just Ain't Lonely.

And I Have Planned A Nice Sweet Challenge For Myself On That Day. At Least To Me, The Most Unique Thing To Do On Your Own Birthday.

Be Special. Be Unique. That's Me.

独立只不过代表

快乐掌握在自己的手里

虽然悲伤也是自己承担

但是这只会让你更坚强

I Love Running, Because It Teaches Me So Much About Life, Almost Everything I Need To Know In Life.

It's Been A Really Really Long Time Since I Blogged. Busy Like Mad For The Past 2 Weeks. 

I'm Back In Track & Field. A Shocking Decision, But So Far, It's Been An Amazing Decision. Used To Be Running Competitive Back When I Was In Primary School. But Somehow In Secondary School, I Did Not Train As Hard And I Wasn't Able To Finish Strong In The National Cross Country Even Though My Form Was At The Peak.

Year 1 In Poly. Signed Up For 7 CCA's. End Up In Entertainer's Club. Learnt Balloon Sculpturing. Got Kicked Out Because They Had Some Test Which I Failed, But Still I Did Try And I Really Enjoyed Myself For That 2 Months. Something That I'm Gonna Strike Off My List Of The Things That I've Not Done In My Whole Life. Used To Be Active In Camps, But Stop At Some Point Of Time Because I Feel Just So Lazy. GPA Wasn't That Great Either.

Year 2 In Poly. Amazing So Far. Things In My Life Changed So Much. Got No Idea How Or When Or What, All Of A Sudden, I'm Signing Up For Tons Of Volunteering Events And I've Learnt So Much. Great Experience Which I Really Enjoyed.

Track & Field. Running. It's All About Running. I Look Back To January When I Made The Decision To Sign Up For Sundown Full Marathon. I Was Really So Inexperience. Thinking I Had Completed 2XU Half Marathon At A Great Timing And Escape Injuries, I Really Thought It Was Going To Be Easy.

"I've Completed 21km, How Hard Can 42km Be" 

Was All That Was In My Mind. It's A Stupid Proud And Naive Thought.

Coach Called Me "Ah Siao". Running 42km At The Age Of 18, There's No Way You Are Gonna Escape Without Injuries. It's Gonna Damage Most Muscles In My Body. 

But The Thing Is I've Already Signed Up. Looks Like Backing Out Isn't An Option. Listening To The Advice From Many In Track Who Have Experienced The Marathon, They Told Me Regular 10km Isn't Even Enough If You Are Running A Full Marathon. There Will Still Be Injuries.

For The First Time In My Entire Life, I've Actually Clocked About 50km Of Mileage For The Past Week, Doing 10km On Days Without Training Which Falls On Mon, Weds & Fri. One Month Ago I Wasn't Even In Track And Was Doing A Pathetic 5km On Alternate Days Covering Less Than Half I Am Doing Now.

I Look At The Mileage Myself And I'm Really Amazed. I Feel Like I Can Go Further Than That. My Form Is Back. In Fact I've Already Surpassed My Current Limits And Have Established New Limits For Myself Without Even Realising It. That's How Being In Track Has Changed Me.

Don't You Wanna Train Harder When You See People Training Hard?

Running Marathon Is About The Mind. But If I Do It With Just The Mind Then Sure As Hell I Can Finish It And Sustain Injuries That Can Last For Months Or Such May Even Be Permanent. Worth It? Totally Not.

Instead Of Feeling Like I Am On Top Of The World, I'll Probably Be Crying In Pain.

Track Just Put My Life Back On Track. I'm Training So Hard Now And I Want To Push Myself Even Further. Train Hard. Train Hard. Train Hard. 19 Or Rather 18 More Days To Sundown. Seems Rather Near, But I'm Gonna Persevere Hard.  Pain Aside. Pain Aside. Pain Aside. Getting So Used To All The Aching But Look At Me, I'm Still Alive And I'm Even Stronger Than Before Because

What Doesn't Kills You Makes You Stronger.

The Only Problem Now Is Studies. Having A Difficult Time To Juggle Both Together But I'm Trying Really Hard. No Time For Any Volunteering For Now But I'll Make Up During The Holidays.

42.195KM 
Not Going To Give Up. 
I'm Coming For You. 
Faster. Stronger. Higher.

比赛输了

但你还是赢了

不是胜过跟你比赛的人

而是胜过自己

这才是人生最大的快乐