Don't Even Know If I'm Ready For It. 10 More Days. Not Much Difference I Can Make But I Got To Try My Best. 'Run Like There's No Tomorrow And You'll Make It.' That's What I Always Tell Myself. Got To Just Keep Going. Am Really Happy For The Good Training Sessions I Had For The Past Month.
Guess It's True That Sometimes We Just Rely On Others To Give Us The Strength. But That's When I Actually Realise I Don't Really Do That Anymore. I Used To Do That. Use Someone As My Motivation To Go Further And Faster And Really Push Myself To The Limits.
But What's Amazing Is I'm Running These Days And The Strength All Comes From Within. It's Probably The Mind Playing Tricks. Or Maybe It Really Really Means I'm Getting Really Independent And This Also Means I Am Not Attached To People Though I'm Still Making Lots Of Friends These Days.
I Like This Feeling Totally. You Have No Expectations Of People And You Don't Get Disappointed. You Have No One To Talk To And Yet You Can Just Entertain Yourself And Not Feel Affected At All. You Don't Rely On Others And Therefore They Don't Affect You.
And What's More, My Birthday In Two Days And Unlike Past Years, I'll Probably Hint My Friends Or I'll Just Ask Them Out Directly Cause They Don't Usually Remember Mine Like How I Always Remember Theirs.
I Don't Feel Like They Have To Celebrate My Birthday Honestly And I'm Not Expecting Anything At All. Not Even Wishes HAHAA! I Just Don't Care. What Matters Is I'm Still Happy. If They Remembered Than It'll Be Good, If They Don't It's Really Okay. I Can Celebrate My Birthday On My Own If I Want To - This Is The Power Of Being Independent. Sounds Like Forever Alone But Sometimes You Are Alone But You Just Ain't Lonely.
And I Have Planned A Nice Sweet Challenge For Myself On That Day. At Least To Me, The Most Unique Thing To Do On Your Own Birthday.
Be Special. Be Unique. That's Me.
独立只不过代表
快乐掌握在自己的手里
虽然悲伤也是自己承担
但是这只会让你更坚强
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