Isn't It Funny How Sometimes You Can Say Something, But Have A Totally Different Feeling Deep Down Inside?

This Few Days Haven't Been Exactly Productive. I'm So Tired Of Studying And All. I Hate Exams. I Really Hate Them. But Guess I Don't Have A Choice. Just Have To Face It And Get Over It.

Anyway Yesterday Was Awesomeee. I Mean What Can Be More Awesome Than Eating In This World? Lunch At Buffet Town With My Parents And My Cuzzie. 2nd Time There And I Must Say, I Love The Crepes And Waffles The Most. Buffet Town Also Has A Huge Variety Of Both Raw And Cooked Food Ranging From Sashimi To BBQ Food. So Happy Because I Really Love Eating. (:

Valentine's Day Is Coming Anyways. And Yes. 17 Years Of Being Single. And Even So. It's A Very Special Day To Me Almost Each Year. It Reminds Me Of The Friends (My Bros) Who Were By My Side All These Times. We Tend To Go Out For A Movie And Have A Good Dinner. Other Than That, I Think I've Confessed On Valentine's Day Before But Well, I Think If You're Gonna Make A Confession, You Don't Have To Wait Till Valentine's Day Because It's So Cliche. Everyone Will Be Doing That And That Doesn't Make You Stand Out At All.

Anyways I'm Really Looking Forward To The Upcoming Holidays. Like Really. I've Started Planning It Already And I Think It's Gonna Be Really Fruitful. I've Signed Up As A Volunteer For Some Of The Races This Coming March And April Because I've Always Been The Runner, I Really Want To Know How It Feels Like To Be One Of Those Volunteers. Other Than That, I Think Training For Sundown Is On The Top Priority List.

For Now. Focus On Exams ( I Hope I Can >< )

要等到什么时候

空虚的感觉才会结束

我已经好累

I Guess Sometimes We Think We've Moved On But Deep Down Inside, We're Hiding It.

Great Day With My Brooooos! Watched "From Vegas To Macau" And Overall The Movie Was Fantastic. It Had Some Magic In It And Is Filled With Action With A Little Plot Twist. I Loved It Cause It Was So Freaking Hilarious HAHAA! Had A Really Good Laugh.

Well And Of Course. We Had A Great Mahjong Session And Taiti As Well. Lost A Lot of $$ At The Start But I Guess My Fortune Just Change. Lady Luck Is Smiling On Me. (; Don't Be Jealous. HAHA Okay Kidding. Anyways, Taiti With 2 Decks Is Like The Most Awesome Game You Can Ever Play. The Play Style Of Taiti Just Changes But Well, There're Always Spoilers!

Guess I Really Needed Them Around. My Bros. All The Fun Time. Really Thankful To Be Able To Be Myself. To Be Happy. I Really Am.

But Deep Down Inside Is Just The Same Old Empty Feeling. Just Had To Push All My Feelings Into The Deepest Depths. Hide It So Well, No One Sees It. No One Cares Anyway.

Guess Everyone Changes. It's Part Of Life. We Always Say We'll Never Change And Tell All Those Lies But Well, It's Just Bullshit. We're Changing Every Second But We Just Don't See It. "Things Will Be The Same" Is Like The Worst Thing I've Ever Said And I Regret It. I Know It Won't. It Never Will.

I Still Care. I Really Wanna Talk To You. But In The End I Just Brush Them Off. Why? Because You Don't Feel The Same..

Just Need More Time For Now.

时间能改变一切

但是如果我不去

努力放下所有一切

最后还是伤害自己

Maybe Looks Is All That Matters.

Feeling Great These Days. At Least Met Finally Able To Meet Up With My Bros For A Wonderful Movie: I,Frankenstein. It's Only Gonna Get Better As We're Most Probably Meeting Up On Friday For Mahjong! But The Sad Thing Is, Exams Are Nearing The Corners. And The Better Thing Is, Long Holidays Are Coming. (:

But Still. Sometimes I Really Just Don't Get Why I Keep Making The Same Old Mistakes. Like Caring For Someone. It's Really Really Stupid. It's Worst When The Other Person Just Don't Care. I Guess Nice People Are All Taken For Granted. And It's True. Some May Say They Appreciate You But Really, Words Don't Mean Anything. I Think Actions Are The Ones That Make A Difference. I Guess That's Why Some People Leave Our Lives. Because We Don't Make An Effort To Make Them Stay.

At Least For Now, I'll Try Not To Make The Same Old Mistakes Anymore.

Really Looking Forward To These Long Holidays. Guess It's Time To Train Up For My Sundown Marathon! It's Also Time To Change. Making New Friends. Moving On With Life. Finding A Job. Changing My Looks. Let's See How Much I Can Change On The Outside. I'm Really Really Curious About The Difference. 

我很好奇

一个人的外表

能改变什么

Isn't It Weird? How You Just Can Predict Some Things So Dead Accurately?

I Really Don't Know What I'm Feeling Now. Somehow Maybe. It All Happened So Fast Even Me. I Don't Know Since When I've Felt So Attached To You. The Thought Of You Going Back Just Crush Me So Hard I Can Barely Breathe At Times. It Feels So Suffocating.

Memories We Had To The Many Many Places We've Been. They Were The Usual Places I've Always Patronised. It's Just. You're Part Of My Life. I Didn't Expect It To Be This Way. I Thought Everything Was Supposed To Be Temporary. Well The Feelings I Had Developed So Quickly I Can't Even Explain How. But Still. Never Have I Felt Such A Feeling In My Life. Like Even If Everything Was Just An Illusion.

It's Time To Let Go I Guess. It Should All Be Just A Memory But I'm Holding On To It Like It's Just Happening. There's Still Hope. I Have To Just Cut Myself Off Totally.

At Least For Me, Though I Didn't Really Instagram Or Tweet On Any Of Our Meetings, I Think Those Are The Things That Happened That Means The Most To Me. And It's Like A Secret. And There's No Point In Putting On Social Media Because They're Things That Happen That I'll Remember For Life. And I Don't Need A Platform For Me To Look Back. All Inside My Head.

For Now. Letting Go.

Totally No Feel For CNY.

曾经拥有的快了

谢谢你

我不会忘记

I Was Right. It Doesn't Really Matter Anymore. Or Maybe I Really Just Don't Care.

It Has Been So Many Days Since I Last Blogged.

And It Has Been An Even Longer Period Since I Last Talked To You. Each And Every Second That Passes By, I Can Feel Everything Just Fading Away. Slowly But Surely, It Will. And Of Course, I'm Feeling So Much Better, Though There's Still Some Urge To Show Some Care, But I Just Brush It Off In The End. I've Come So Far And Tried So Hard, There's No Way I'm Going Back To Square One.

But I Sure As Hell Can Feel The Stress Coming In. Really Tired. So Much Work And Projects. And So Much To Study For Finals. So Much Nagging At All The Small Stuffs And All. Getting Really Irritated Easily And Frustrated But I Guess I Just Need To Control. But I Can Barely Do It These Few Days.

Anyways, Watched The Complex Last Wednesday. Was A Sucky Ghost Movie. Not Really Scary And The Ending Was Left Hanging. Many Question Marks About The Storyline As Well. But Still, At Least Some Thrill In It.

Time Will Tell. And I Will Tell Myself: Just. Don't. Care.

不要相信别人

相信自己

It Only Gets Better. Because I Think I've Reached The Bottom.

Guess It'll Take Time To Get Over It. But Yea. Time Really Flies. Had A Great Time All Alone Today. Went Bowling.

Game 1. The Usual Warm-up.

Game 2 Is Usually The Game 

Which I Pick Up My Form And Adjust.

Hurt My Finger During Game 2. 

But It Doesn't Really Affect Me.

Game 3 Is Usually My Peak Game! (:

And Last Game Is Kinda Like A Warm Down. 

Usually Worst Then My First But Somehow It's Slightly Better.

Kinda Unlucky Though Because I Didn't Have Many Strikes. But Sparing Is All About The Accuracy. So Overall, Was Quite Accurate.

So Apparently I'm Doing This Because There's A List Of Things I Want To Try Doing Alone. So Bowling Is Off The List! Another Reason Is Because I Need To Find An Output! HAHA! Feels So Much Better.

你的选择已经不重要了

因为你已经做了决定

选择属于你的幸福

所以我不会再回头了

Putting Others Before Yourself Is A Stupid Thing To Do.

First Post Of 2014 And I Think It's Not Gonna Be A Really Good One.

At Least Ton During Tuesday/Wednesday Was A Really Good One. Watching Videos And Movies And Some Dota. Really Great.

And Today, Bowling With My Bros. Turned Out Great. I Mean When You're Having Fun, You Don't Think.

And Thinking Creates A Whole Lot Of Problems. But Sometimes, It Just Makes Sense To Reflect On Yourself.

Like Being The Nice Guy And All. I Think It's Time To Put Myself Before Others. Many Many Things Happened And I Think I Should Just Spend More On Myself And Spend Less On Others. If There's No Reason, I Don't See Why I Should Even Spend. I Don't See How People Will Appreciate You For Being Nice. Guess Some Will Just Take Advantage Of You.

And Though I've Said This Countless Times, I Can't Seem To Do It. I'll Feel Bad And All. Guess It's In Me. But It's A Whole New Year. I Should Be Hopeful In Being A 'Not So Nice' Guy.

And I Shouldn't Even Think. I Should Learn How To Stone. Like Staring At An Object And Focus And Not Do Anything. It Feels So Much Better.

And It's Always Good To Be 100% Independent. And That's What I'm Going To Be. Not Going To Let Anyone Affect Me Except Myself.

And The Lyrics That I Listen To But Can't Related To. Some Is Starting To Make Sense.

Cheers To A Whole New Year! Because There's No Turning Back. At Least, I Won't. Move On Dude.

心甘情愿

为了你

背叛自己

无话可说