To Be Fearless, Is To Be Afraid. Afraid Of Feeling That Fear Coming Back Again.

Phew. Left 3 More Papers. Have To Endure Another 4 More Days And I'm Done With This Whole Semester. Ahhh But I'm So Lazy To Even Study These Days.

Don't Know What I've Been Feeling Lately. No Feelings At All. Absolutely None. Not Helping Others. Not My Usual Self. I'm Not Sad, But I'm Not Happy Either. I Feel Like A Robot. Not A Bad Thing At All. Just The Break I Needed. (: But Overtime I Guess Life Gets Really Bored. Imagine Just Having No Feelings. Life Without Ups And Downs, Curves And Bends, Just A Straight Road.

Maybe I'm Really Missing That Feeling. But I Shall Give Myself More Time. Don't Think I'm Even Ready Yet. Nothing Bad Will Happen If I Remain Like That Anyways. (:

结了冰的心

由谁来解冻

失去的感情

由谁来燃烧

What Do You Wish For??

Not Exactly A Productive Day. Didn't Really Do Much Other Than Revise BMGT. Spending Too Much Time On My "Part-Time" Job. HAHAA! And Exams Are Coming In Like 2 Days Time (Excluding DSS). Feeling Screwed As Ever But I'm Just Too Lazy.

Anyway Yet Another Attempt At Cooking Fried Rice. This Time With Little Help From My Mum. And Yes, It Tastes Really Good (You Know It Does When Your Mum Is A Good Cook And She Actually Praises You) HAHAA! Feels Good To Be Able To Cook It Well. I Still Remember The First Few Times I Tried, It Smelled So Nice But Was Nearly Tasteless. Yuckkkk!

But Well, I'm Just Bored, That's Why I Decided To Blog HAHA! Haven't Touch Twitter For 3 Whole Days I Can't Believe It.

要关心别人

就该会先关心自己

Instead Of Thinking Of What You Don't Have, Why Not Appreciate What You Have Right Now?

Today (Or Rather Yesterday). To Me It's A Special Day For Me At Least. Not Because It's Valentine's Day. It's Because Somehow I Manage To Look Beyond And Just Put The Past Behind. I Feel So Much Happier Today Especially When I Really Do The Things I Love Doing And Have Some Really Good Food And Even Bubble Tea.

It's Different From The Past 2 Weeks. Everyday Has Been A Nightmare. But I Guess I'm Really Sick And Tired Of Being Sad All The Time And Just Caring For Others. I Feel So Much Happier Now. (: Like Really. It's Made Better Cause I Actually Met My Bros And Was Supposed To Go Bowling But There Weren't Any Available Lanes When We Went There. Nevertheless It Was Still Fun Playing Unfair Taiti! Kinda Retarded But Yeaaaa.

Dinner At Cuzzie's House As Well Cause It's The Last Day Of Chinese New Year. Time Flies And In A Blink Of An Eye, Two Weeks Had Past By. But Anyways Had A Really Good Chat About The World And Things Happening Around The World. Great Exchange Session Of General Knowledge And Also Good Revision For My Finals!

And Yup. I Really Had Enough Sitting On The 'Sure As Hell' Emotional Roller Coaster Ride. Not Gonna Care About The People Who Don't Care Anymore. Really Tired Of Trying. I'll Just Wait And Be Patient. Because I Feel After So Much Of Trying And Failing, Maybe It's A Signal I Should Stop Trying. (:

For Now. Stay Happy. (:

快乐的选择

就掌握在自己的手里

Isn't It Funny How Sometimes You Can Say Something, But Have A Totally Different Feeling Deep Down Inside?

This Few Days Haven't Been Exactly Productive. I'm So Tired Of Studying And All. I Hate Exams. I Really Hate Them. But Guess I Don't Have A Choice. Just Have To Face It And Get Over It.

Anyway Yesterday Was Awesomeee. I Mean What Can Be More Awesome Than Eating In This World? Lunch At Buffet Town With My Parents And My Cuzzie. 2nd Time There And I Must Say, I Love The Crepes And Waffles The Most. Buffet Town Also Has A Huge Variety Of Both Raw And Cooked Food Ranging From Sashimi To BBQ Food. So Happy Because I Really Love Eating. (:

Valentine's Day Is Coming Anyways. And Yes. 17 Years Of Being Single. And Even So. It's A Very Special Day To Me Almost Each Year. It Reminds Me Of The Friends (My Bros) Who Were By My Side All These Times. We Tend To Go Out For A Movie And Have A Good Dinner. Other Than That, I Think I've Confessed On Valentine's Day Before But Well, I Think If You're Gonna Make A Confession, You Don't Have To Wait Till Valentine's Day Because It's So Cliche. Everyone Will Be Doing That And That Doesn't Make You Stand Out At All.

Anyways I'm Really Looking Forward To The Upcoming Holidays. Like Really. I've Started Planning It Already And I Think It's Gonna Be Really Fruitful. I've Signed Up As A Volunteer For Some Of The Races This Coming March And April Because I've Always Been The Runner, I Really Want To Know How It Feels Like To Be One Of Those Volunteers. Other Than That, I Think Training For Sundown Is On The Top Priority List.

For Now. Focus On Exams ( I Hope I Can >< )

要等到什么时候

空虚的感觉才会结束

我已经好累

I Guess Sometimes We Think We've Moved On But Deep Down Inside, We're Hiding It.

Great Day With My Brooooos! Watched "From Vegas To Macau" And Overall The Movie Was Fantastic. It Had Some Magic In It And Is Filled With Action With A Little Plot Twist. I Loved It Cause It Was So Freaking Hilarious HAHAA! Had A Really Good Laugh.

Well And Of Course. We Had A Great Mahjong Session And Taiti As Well. Lost A Lot of $$ At The Start But I Guess My Fortune Just Change. Lady Luck Is Smiling On Me. (; Don't Be Jealous. HAHA Okay Kidding. Anyways, Taiti With 2 Decks Is Like The Most Awesome Game You Can Ever Play. The Play Style Of Taiti Just Changes But Well, There're Always Spoilers!

Guess I Really Needed Them Around. My Bros. All The Fun Time. Really Thankful To Be Able To Be Myself. To Be Happy. I Really Am.

But Deep Down Inside Is Just The Same Old Empty Feeling. Just Had To Push All My Feelings Into The Deepest Depths. Hide It So Well, No One Sees It. No One Cares Anyway.

Guess Everyone Changes. It's Part Of Life. We Always Say We'll Never Change And Tell All Those Lies But Well, It's Just Bullshit. We're Changing Every Second But We Just Don't See It. "Things Will Be The Same" Is Like The Worst Thing I've Ever Said And I Regret It. I Know It Won't. It Never Will.

I Still Care. I Really Wanna Talk To You. But In The End I Just Brush Them Off. Why? Because You Don't Feel The Same..

Just Need More Time For Now.

时间能改变一切

但是如果我不去

努力放下所有一切

最后还是伤害自己

Maybe Looks Is All That Matters.

Feeling Great These Days. At Least Met Finally Able To Meet Up With My Bros For A Wonderful Movie: I,Frankenstein. It's Only Gonna Get Better As We're Most Probably Meeting Up On Friday For Mahjong! But The Sad Thing Is, Exams Are Nearing The Corners. And The Better Thing Is, Long Holidays Are Coming. (:

But Still. Sometimes I Really Just Don't Get Why I Keep Making The Same Old Mistakes. Like Caring For Someone. It's Really Really Stupid. It's Worst When The Other Person Just Don't Care. I Guess Nice People Are All Taken For Granted. And It's True. Some May Say They Appreciate You But Really, Words Don't Mean Anything. I Think Actions Are The Ones That Make A Difference. I Guess That's Why Some People Leave Our Lives. Because We Don't Make An Effort To Make Them Stay.

At Least For Now, I'll Try Not To Make The Same Old Mistakes Anymore.

Really Looking Forward To These Long Holidays. Guess It's Time To Train Up For My Sundown Marathon! It's Also Time To Change. Making New Friends. Moving On With Life. Finding A Job. Changing My Looks. Let's See How Much I Can Change On The Outside. I'm Really Really Curious About The Difference. 

我很好奇

一个人的外表

能改变什么