A True Story.

Because It Wasn't Exactly A Love Story. But It Sure Was True. I Don't Like Writing About Fictions And I Don't Think I'm Good At That.

It's About Someone Who Was Always There In My Mind. That Someone Who Will Always Be There In My Heart. Because She Wasn't Just Special. She Was Absolutely One-Of-A-Kind. From How I've Known Her Till How I Met Her And How It Progresses On.

I Could Remember Exactly Everything I've Known About Her. Her Mad Love For Sheeps, Tom Yam, Strawberries And Most Importantly, Her Love For Books. Cecelia Ahern's Ones Especially. Thoughtful, Caring, Kind, Sweet And Helpful. Extremely Beautiful Smile And Super Duper Cute Voice. Sometimes, A Little Silly Which Makes Her Really Cute.

When You Meet Someone Like That, Cherish Them. It's Extremely Rare To See Someone With Such A Character And Personality. And Too Bad For Me. I Wasn't In Love With Her Looks. It Would've Been Better That Way. Letting Go Was Going To Be A Whole Lot Easier. But What Caught Me Hanging There Was Her Vibrant Smile That Could Change The Whole World.

She Is Someone Who Appreciates. I Don't Know Who Ever Does That. I Guess That's Why I Was Willing To Go The Extra Mile To Do Something For Her. She Deserved Better. I'm Sure Someone Out There Will Give Her What She Deserves.

She Is Someone Who Puts Others Before Herself. I Know That Very Well Which Is Why I'll Always Put Her Before Myself. Even If I Finish Last, It's Okay. That Was What I Did Willingly. But There Are Times I Failed And I Could Tell Exactly What She Was Doing.

She Is Someone Who Has A Huge Heart That Can Contain Every Single Nonsense You Throw At Her. And She May Feel Angry At Times But Just Doesn't Show It. Why? Because She Is Just That Amazing.

She Is Someone Who Can Influence Others. When You're With Her/Talking To Her, You Just Want To Work Harder, Do Better. It's Like Nothing Is Impossible. That's The Kind Of Motivation She Gives Others.

She Is Someone Whom I Cannot Even Describe Exactly Using Words, Because Even The Words In The Dictionary Feels Limited When It Comes To Describing Her.

And She Is One Who Can Create Miracles.

Maybe She Was Silly To Think That She Was Never Good Enough. Or That Could Be Just A Lie Because She Wants Me To Feel Better About Myself. But The Actual Truth Could Be She Hasn't Even Let Go Of The Past. She Wasn't Ready To Move On Yet.

Maybe To Her I Was Never More Than A Friend. But I Guess That's Good Enough. Seeing Her Truly Happy Was Enough. I Don't Know When That Will Ever Happen But I Was Willing To Sacrifice My Happiness Because I Know Maybe That's Something I Cannot Give You Even If I Was Given A Chance.

She Is The Special One I Can Never Have. Stay Happy. (:

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Review On Buffet Lunch At Sakura International Buffet (Yio Chu Kang Stadium)

This Is Not The First Time I've Been To Sakura International Buffet. I've Been To The One At Downtown East Few Years Ago. All I Can Remember Is That There Wasn't A Mini Steamboat At That Outlet And According To Their Facebook Page, The One At Yio Chu Kang Stadium Had A New Concept. Since There Was A Promotion Now, Why Not Give It A Try Right?

Other International Buffets I've Been To Includes Buffet Town. This One Definitely Pales In Comparison But With The Cheap And Affordable Price Tag Attached, I Would Have Little To Complain About Because It Was Overall A Satisfactory Experience For Me.

For The Steamboat.

DIY Salad?

A Variety Of Sushi Served. Delicious,

Hokkien Mee! 

Wasn't The Best I've Tried But Still, Was Not Bad.

Satay, White Chicken, Thai Fish Cake, Fried TouFu And Otah.

I Think The Otah Tasted A Little Weird Though. 

Not My Cup Of Tea.

Oyster Omelette! Was Really Good But Extremely Oily.

Lamb Stew. Chicken. Again. With Some Sweet Sauce. 

Fried Chicken, Prawn And Sweet Potato.

The Lamb Stew Was Absolutely Perfect. 

If It Was At Least Warm And Not Cold. ):

Mini Cutie Steamboat.

My DIY Salad HAHAA! 

I'm Really Bad At Making Salads. LOL.

The Pastries Were Extremely Plateable. 

Loveeee The Thick Cheescake And Mochi.

Limited Variety Of fruits Served. 

Four Types Consisting Of Watermelon, Dragon Fruit, Honey Dew And Oranges.

Bo Bo Cha Cha.

Normal Ice Cream.

Overall, Food Was Fresh But There Wasn't Any Sashimi Served, Only Sushi? And No Salmon At All. One Of The Few Buffets I've Been To Which Doesn't Serve Salmon. I Think They Do For Dinner Though. Sushi Variety Was Acceptable, About 10 Different Types In All. But What I Really Like Was The Wasabi. This Wasabi Was The Sweet Type. It's Something Special And The Only Other Place I've Tried That Before Was When I Was In Taiwan.

The Mini Steamboat Was A Bad Idea. I Didn't Really Like The Chicken Base. Tasted Plain. And In Contrast To The Other Food Served, That Was Definitely The Least Attractive. I Looked Around At The Other Tables And No One Was Using The Mini Steamboat To Cook Their Food. Maybe It's Because The Food Served Under That Section Was Really Not Attractive At All. Most Were Vegetables And The Fish Was Of A Low Quality (I Think It's Dory Fish). The Other Only Meat Was Chicken And There Were Already Many Types Of Chicken Served.

The Hokkien Mee And Oyster Omelette Were Cooked On The Spot By A Chef. It Tasted Fantastic While It Was Piping Hot But Was A Little Too Oily. The Shrimp Paste Satay Was Also Quite Unique And Tasted Surprisingly Scrumptious. The Lamb Stew Was The Best And A MUST TRY. Love It So Much. It Would've Been Perfect If It Was Still Warm. The Otah However, Was Really Disappointing. Tasted Really Awful With A Rough Rubbery Texture.

Again, This Is Yet Another Buffet That Encourages Healthy Eating. Two Different Do-It-Yourself Salad Bars. One Was Like Vegetables Salad The Other Was More Like Fruits And Egg Salad. I Tried Out The Fruits And Eggs One And Found It Quite Interesting. Tasted Great. Better Than It Looks.

As For The Dessert, I Think The Cheesecakes And Chocolate Cakes Tasted Heavenly. Not Too Sweet, Just Nice. The Textures Of The Mochi Was Also Soft And Chewy And Comes In 3 Distinctive Flavours: Sesame, Peanut And Green Tea. The Durian Puff Was However, Disappointing, Especially For Durian Lovers Like Me. Weak Taste Of The Durian Made The Puff Felt Rather Plain. It Was A Pity Also As I Wasn't Able To Try The Rainbow Layered Cake Because They Stop Replenishing That Cake After 2pm (For The Others Was Around 2.30pm)

Nevertheless, The Fruits Were Rather Fresh Even Though The Variety Was Limited. Doesn't Taste Sweet Though. (Maybe That's Because I Ate The Fruits Immediately After Eating Those Pastries)

Clearing Of Plates Were Fast (Maybe Because The Place Was Small) And Service Was Commendable. It Was Raining Heavily When We Left And There Were No Shelters To The Nearby Bus Stop. The Manager Lend Us Umbrellas And Fetched Us There. We Were Really Grateful.

There Is A Promotion From 15th December 2014 Till 1st January 2015.

Monday - Fridays 
Price Of Lunch  : $18.90++  Usual : $23++

Saturday, Sunday, Eve Of Public Holidays And Public Holidays 
Price Of Lunch  : $21.90++ Usual : $26++    

Food                                : ★★★☆☆
Ambience                        : ★★☆☆☆
Variety                            : ★★★☆☆
Service                            : ★★★★☆
Price                                : ★★★☆☆

Value (With Promotion) : ★★★★☆     (Without) : ★★★☆☆             

If You Are Having A Tight Budget And There Is An Occasion To Celebrate, I Don't See Why This Place Is Not A Good Option For You To Indulge In Some Good Food And To Enjoy Yourself. Definitely Worth A Try.

*Thumbs Up*

When You Finally See Light At The End Of The Tunnel.

Great Day With My Bro. Had Buffet Lunch At Sakura International Buffet (Review Will Be In A Separate Post From This). After Which Went To Town To Do Some Window Shopping. What A Tiring Day Especially When I Slept Quite Late And My Dad Woke Me Up Early In The Morning.

And Even When Christmas Is Over. A Close Friend Actually Baked Me A Log Cake? (:

I Feel Really Thankful And Lucky To Have Such A Friend. A Friend I Will Cherish. Because I Know, Nothing Should Be Taken For Granted.

And Yet, What Makes Life Interesting Is That We Don't Know What's In For Us Tomorrow.

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是你不能

当作是

理所当然的

Don't Ever Prioritise Someone Who Doesn't Prioritise You In Their Life.

It's Christmas. Or Should I Say It's Post-Christmas (Look At The Time)? Great Day With My Old Clique. I'll Say It's Old Because I Still Remembered Back Then We Had So Much Fun With The Many Outings Back In The Secondary School Days. We Even Had Chalet. Memorable And Nostalgic Indeed. And We Rarely Meet Nowadays. Like Super Rare. I Can't Even Remember When Was The Last Time We Met.

Had Dinner At 来来红烧拉面. Had The Bacon Ramen. The Ramen Texture Was Okay But Portion Was Definitely Too Small And It Was A Little Pricey For Only 3 Slices Of Bacon. It Was Like $10.10 before ++ (Was $8.90 But Had To Add Egg Because The Ramen Doesn't Comes With It) My Friends Ordered The Beef Rice And Other Stuff On The Menu And All The Portions Were Really Small. Definitely Wasn't Worth The Money. Ordered Red Milk Tea Too. Wasn't That Fantastic Either And Again, Was Pricey At $3.50 Before ++. Stomach Totally Wasn't Satisfied. ):

We Actually Watched Night At The Museum 3. Was So Damn Hilarious I Was Laughing Throughout The Wholeee MOVIEEEE And You Bet I Annoyed The Hell Out Of Everyone With My Laughter HAHAA! And Many Scenes Were Really Cuteeee TOO! BEST MOVIE TO END THE YEAR! Love It. But Anyway The Meet-Up Kinda Reminds Me Of How Things Will Never Be The Same Again. HAHAA! But Still, Friends.

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Life Is Feeling Better Actually. It's Kinda True That Sometimes The Fact That You Cared, Cutting Off Some People Can Really Hurt. But It's Definitely Necessary. Let The Hurt Be Short And Fast Rather Then Let It Drag Over A Long Period. It's Not Worth It Really. Truth Is Sometimes Even If We Really Want To Give More Than We Take But Do Remember, It's All About The Balance. If The Scale Isn't Balance, It'll Topple Eventually. Isn't Everything In Life About Balance?

Rule Of The Thumb: Don't Ever Prioritise Someone Who Doesn't Prioritise You In Their Life. I Think This Is Key. Canceling Plans Or Shifting Your Own Schedule To Fit Someone Who Doesn't Do That Is Definitely Not Worth It. So I Guess I Won't Be That Stupid Again. In Fact I Think Sometimes People Have The Misconception That You Always Have Time For Them Means That They Are Your Only Friends.

In Fact That's Absolutely Bullshit. Yes. BULLSHIT. It Just Means I Prioritise. In Fact I've Grown Closer To Some Friends Because I've Drifted From Some. I've Also Grown Closer To My Family. It's Really Like A Scale. Sometimes Losing Some Friends Is A Good Thing, Because You'll Definitely Gain Some Friends Who Are Even Better. Those Whom You Can Tell Prioritise You In Their Life. And Those Are The Ones That'll Stay.

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Anyway Back To The Happy Stuff. Had Some Really Awesomeeee Champagne Which My Dad Bought. And Yup. My Whole House Is Like Filled With Goodies. I'm Exaggerating But Oh Yea.

Just One Word.

EAT!!!!!!!!!!

Oh Ya. It's Just One Word. But I Think I Haven't Really Go Into Detail About How Amazing It Is For Humans To Even Taste Food. I Think Among The 5 Senses We Have, The Ability To Taste Is The Best, Not Forgetting All The 5 Senses Have To Work Together To Maximise The Usage Of Each Of Our Senses.

Life Is All About Eating. Why Do I Say So? Because Don't You Realise Whether It's Raining, Shining, Snowing Or Storming, No Matter What Weather It Is, You Still Eat? No Matter How You Feel, Happy, Sad, Sour Or Bitter, You Still Eat Too Right? We Live To Eat, Not Eat To Live. You Are Definitely What You Eat. Eat Unhealthily And You'll Have More Health Problems. Eat A Balance Diet Combined With Exercising Regularly And You'll Enjoy A Healthy Life. Eating Is About Making Choices.

I Love Buffets. Just Show How Much I Love Eating. I Really Enjoy Tasting Food. But Then Again I Still Ensure I Eat A Balance Of The Variety Of Food Served When I'm Having A Buffet. And It Isn't Something That I Eat Daily, But Probably Once Every 2 Months. So Then Again, It's Possible To Enjoy Eating Alot And Still Manage To Lead A Healthy Lifestyle.

Will Be Doing Another Buffet Review Soon. (: Had Some Good Feedback On The First One. And It's Something I Really Enjoy Doing. Share The Joy Of Eating. YUM!

Anyway Just A Short 2 Weeks Break. Tonnes Of School Projects And Assignments To Be Done. I'm Pretty Screwed. HAHAA!

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Finally. I'm One Step Closer To Becoming The Person I've Always Wanted To Be But Failed So Badly.

Finally Had Time To Reflect At My Usual Spot After My Run.

It's Almost The End Of The Year. The Best Thing And Most Memorable Thing That Happened In My Entire Life Was This Year. But Still What A Shitty Year And The End Is The Worst. I Hate The Past Few Months So Much. Coping With All The Shit. I Changed So Much And For Once I Really Think I Am Changing For The Better. At Least I Will Stop Hating Myself For Being A Nice And Considerate Person. Because I Really Can't Take It Anymore.

I've Always Thought Being A Nice Person Means You Have A Bigger Heart Because You Care More And You Can Tolerate All The Hurt More Than Any Ordinary People. I Don't Fucking Understand Why I Always Think Of Others And When I Finally Think Of Myself, I Realise How Shitty I'm Treated. Why Do I Always Fucking Put Others Before Myself? That Shouldn't Be The Way How Things Work Because No One Ever Does That In This Fucked Up Society.

If You Do That, You Are A Rare Species Of Being Plain Stupid. And I Am. Why Be The Nice Person When No One Else Even Gives A Fuck. Maybe They Do? For A Short Period Of Time. Then They Take For Granted? Correct Me If I'm Wrong. It Just Means After 2014, When 2015 Starts, I Will Give Less Fucks About People.

Oh Yea. Loneliness Has Always Been My Friend. It Always Has. So Fuck Those Who Say They Are Forever Alone When They Never Are. Stay The Fuck Away From Me Thanks. Yes I'm Really Angry. At Myself. Because How Can I Blame Others When I'm The Stupid One Here? (: Might As Well Spend More Time Alone Studying, Or Hone My Cooking Skills Or Even Picking Up Any Other Useful Skills Instead Of Socialising Myself With People.

Because The Fact That People Change, I Will Too. To Be Honest, No Matter How Long You Know Someone, They Will Change Eventually. And So Will I. Had Enough Of Selfish Pricks Who Are Always Thinking About Only Themselves. Come On Bro, The World Don't Revolve Around You. Thanks For Teaching Me How To Fit Into This Society Better. (: So Determined To Change This Time.

Had Enough Of Lies This Year Too. Any Lie To Make Someone Feel Better Is The Worst Kind Of Lie. And I Happen To Do So Too. I'm An Awful Person. I Will Correct That. Sometimes One May Think Telling A Lie May Make Someone Feel Better, But I Guess It Works The Opposite Way? Because I Know Myself Well Enough. Another Reason I Should Stay Away From People HAHAA! Because Look At How Scary Someone Can Be. Look At Me Right Now. I'm Afraid Of Myself For Once Too Haha. But Feels Good To Get Out All This Shit.

So Yayyy To A New Year 2015. RIP 2014. Not Going To Jio Anyone Out Anymore After Next Year. So Bye Bye To Those Friends Who Never Cared And Those That Are Always Waiting For Me To Jio. It's Better If I Stay Away From People Because Anyway No One Cares So Ya (: Always Taken For Granted. People Who Even Think It's Easy To Jio A Group Of People Out Are The Worst Or Those That Haven't Tried Before. Go And Fucking Reflect. Go Try And Jio One Time Then Tell Me How Enjoyable It Is Especially If Everyone Has Different Schedules. And Those Who Don't Even Bother To Reply. Fuck You. Bye Bye. Oh Ya. And What I Really Dislike Most Is Friends With Benefits. No Thank You.

Feels So Good Right Now Letting Everything Out. Phew. (: Bye Bye Sucky 2014. I Can't Wait For 2015. Being Independent Is Always The Best And You Can't Go Wrong Because Inner Strength Is True Strength, Not The Strength You Borrow From Someone Else. Because You'll Never Know When They'll Leave And Your Strength Will Be Gone. HAHAA. Not Gonna Try Anymore. Try Try Try For What? Don't Want Care Then Just Don't Care Lor. (:

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我狼狈

多可悲

Focus On What You Can Do, Not What You Can't.

Haven't Been Blogging Much Recently On 'My Life', Not That I've Not Been Reflecting. But You See For Once, I Actually Think There's Something Good Being An Introvert Like Me. I'm Writing Because I Feel Many People Out There Can Relate To This.

It's The Ability To Reflect.

I Guess That's What Makes Introverts Better People Than Extroverts. While Extroverts May Gain More Attention And Popularity And Have More Friends, Introverts Have Better Personalities This Is Because They Reflect And Most Become A Better Person.

Take Me For Example. When I Was Really Young, I Always Fought With My Brother. I Had A Really Bad Temper. I Had To 'Win' Always And My Father Sided With Me. I Was Supposed To Grow Up Into A Spoilt Brat. But You See I Did Not. I Guess I Reflected Upon My Mistakes And People Do Change. At Least I've Much Better Anger Management Than Before. But If I Ever Get Angry Again, It's Probably Because I Care. Nothing Less.

And I Really Want To Talk About Someone Really Commendable. It's The Uncle Working At Florist 108 Which Is Located At The Cathay. My Friend Actually Introduced Me To Him About A Year Ago And Every Single Time I Was At The Cathay, I Would Visit Him. And He Would Stop His Work Just To Have A Really Nice Chat With Me And We Talk About Almost Anything (We Talk For Almost An Hour Every Time). So What's Really Amazing About Him Is That He's The First Senior I've Ever Met That Understands Young People Extremely Well. At Retirement Age, He Is Indeed Much Older Than Me But When I Converse With Him, He's Just Like My Friend. No Age Gaps.

He Is Absolutely Right When He Talks About Giving Children These Days The Freedom To Explore On Their Own So That When They Hit A Brick, They Will Learn From It. He Has A Daughter And He Does Not Compare Her With Other Better People Out There. Because He Believes That Everyone  Has Their Own Strengths And It's Not Right To Compare. And He Also Thinks Results Does Not Matter So Long As One Tries Your Best. I Think It's Rare To See Parents These Days With This Kind Of Thoughts And I Felt He Was Really Relatable. He Is A Special Designer And I Really Love The Variety Of Flowers He Has To Offer. His Designs Are Simple And Beautiful. '简单就是美'. In Fact When I Was A Kid, I Actually Won A Drawing Competition During Kindergarten. I Love To Be Creative. It's A Wonderful Feeling After Spending Hours Doing Something And When You Look At It, You Finally Feel Satisfied.

Back To Reflecting. I'm Not An Amazing Person. In Fact I Would Say I'm Awful And The Mistakes I Know, I'll Admit It. It's A Wrong Mindset To Do Something Good And Expect Something In Return. In Fact That's If, The 'Good' Was Inside. And So I Will Just Try And Correct That. These Days I'm Just Trying To Cheer People Up And Encourage People And Maybe Share My Experiences. Hopefully I Can Help Others Out There Who Thinks Negatively About Themselves. Because It's Not What You Can't Do, But Rather WHAT YOU CAN DO. It's Not What You Can't Have, But Rather WHAT YOU CAN HAVE. You See The Overall Picture Is The Same But The Viewpoint Is Different.

I Would Compare Myself To A Computer. When Life Gets Complicated And Messy, I Will Shut Down And Reset Myself. That's How Things Work For Me I Guess. But Sometimes We Make Things More Complicated And The Damage Dealt Is Permanent. Resetting Would Only Help To A Certain Extent. Too Bad I Can't Change My Life Like How I Change A Computer That Is Fully Malfunctioned. But To Me Living Once Is Good Enough. Give More, Expect Less And Hopefully My Life Will Be Much More Fulfilling Than It Currently Is.

过程重要吗

结果重要吗

尽力就好