I'm Suffocating Under That Pile Of Work.. On Top Of Another.. Yet On Top Of Another..

你知道吗，我什么都可以忍.. 就是不可以忍受.. 我也是人。

Whatever Lah~ (: 91 More Daysssss! Thats Exactly 13 Weeks!  Or 3 Months. HUAT AH!

Have Already Stepped Up. Practicing TYS, Doing Extra Work On Top Of Homework.. Revising For Tests And Doing Self Revision For Some Other Subjects. Have Been Doing A Great Job And On The Right Track! (: I Should Just Cast All The Other Distractions Aside.. They're Not Going To Help Me Do Well In My O's!

把我的心事抖出来不是我的作风。吞下去就罢了，在你没发觉之中，慢慢疏远了。

假装不在乎的我

是否是因为太在乎

I Keep Trying. It's Not The Number Of Times I Failed. You Never Really Fail Unless You Give Up. I'm Not Giving Up.

Spend The Last 2 Weeks Mugging Really Hard! Everyday Stay back Till 5 Or 6+ In School! Spending An Average Of More Than 10 Hours In Schoool, I've Become A Really No-Live Mugger. Trying So Hard To Complete The A Maths And E Maths Booklet! Stressed Out! But I'll Just Have To Get Use To It And Hang On.

O Levels In Less Then 100 Days Time, I Got To Endure. And To Add On, Today Had A Maths Tests.. And Upcoming Tests Includes, English, Chemistry, SS, History And E Maths Test. Two Main Focus Now..

1) Studies, Definitely. Most Important For Now.
2) Fitness Level.

The Rest, Can Leave It Till After O's. Anyway It Doesn't Really Matters Already. It's Obvious That There's No Way, We Can Even Come Close. Not Even Becoming Friends. But Whatever~

是我太天真

太固执了

才会想到这一切

会有完美的结局

It's Not Like I Don't Trust You, But You Ought To Give Me Something To Believe In..

Fun Times. Happy Times. They Happened. I Looked Forward To. Now They're Gone. Not So, Because Memories, Footprints. They Were Left Behind. (:

Council BBQ Was Awesome, Though It Wasn't As Fun Compared To The BBQ We Had Last Few Years. Because I Got No Chance To Help With The BBQing Of Food! All The Juniors So Enthusiastic! And They're So Thoughtful! Bring Food To Us Seniors Outsideee! Thank You So Much! Ate So Much But Still Hungry In The End. Anyways, There's All The Councillor Teachers To Thank! Ms Pey, Mrs Lo And Of Course Mrs Wee Who Showed Us Her BBQing Skills! 果然是 Home-Econ 老师！HAHAA! (:

Recent Test Was Crazyyyyy! E Maths Test Today Was Okay! Last Few A And E Maths Test Results Has Been Really Inconsistent, Maybe Cause I'm Especially Weak In Trigo Only! The Results 43/50, Followed By 12/40 And 40/50. Trigo Test Failed Really Badly!!

And There Was The Career Day. Thought For Quite Sometime. I Think I Should Go To JC! Since I'm Still Not Quite Sure Of What I Want To Be In The Future, But Most Probably Something To Do With Business. Now Should Be The Time To Work Towards It, Get A Good Grade, Go Into A Good JC! (:

 I Can Do This! I Can Do This! 103 More Days! Huat Ahhhhhhh!

我寂寞寂寞就好

这时候谁都别来安慰我

就让我一个人

去痛到受不了

想到快疯掉

死不了就还好

I'll Just Have To Keep Improving Myself, Keep Doing Better, Till The Day I Won't Get Rejected.

Today's Oral Was... Actually I'm Not To Sure, But I Think I Did Okay. The Teacher Only Ask Me A Single Question For Both The Picture And Conversations. I Was So Shock Went The Teacher Only Ask Me 1 Question For The Conversation Because I Was Expecting The Standard 3 Questions.

Teacher : ' 还有没有什么仆从的？' 
*I Was So Damn Shock! LOL!* 
Me : ' 老师，平时不是会问三题吗？为什么我只有一题？' 
*And Lucky*  
Teacher : ' 你好的，坏的，都讲到了。' 
Then Said The 2nd Question, Which I Paused Awhile And Continued Saying...
*While I Was Thinking To Say More*
Teacher : ' 你还有什么仆从的吗？'
Then I Continued Saying Moreee Until Finally..
Teacher : ' 我们就讲到这里吧！'
*And I Was Like 我还要讲 Leh*

Epic. Don't Know If I Did Well. But The Picture Was Really A Killer. Nobody Specific To Talk About So Must Talk In General. I Panicked While Preparing During The First 5 Mins Cause My Mind Blank! Lucky I Thought Of The Points Naturally During The Conversation! Phewww! (:

Next Up Is Physics O Level Final SPA Which Is The Hardest! And Followed By O Level Chinese LC And O Level Chem SPA! Huat Ahhhh!

Achievement Unlocked : Muscle-Up! (: (: (: After Like So Long, Finally Can Do It!

当我想起你的时候

泪被你悄悄的偷走

当我放手你的温柔

就算覆水也会难收

The More I Think, The More I Realise I Shouldn't Be Thinking. I Should Put My Thoughts, Into Plan, And Finally Into Action And Reality.

These 3 Days. Somehow Din't Really Spend My Time Wisely! Thought It'll Be A Long Holiday But It Has Come To An End! Saturday Had Chem Lesson! Mrs Hay Is Such A Nice Teacherrr! This Time Bought Us Muffinssss! (: Both My Saturday And Sunday Afternoons Were Spent Sleeping! Wasted Like 5 Hours On Sleeping!

As For Today, Tried To Fall Asleep At 1am But I Really Couldn't. My Stomach Was Aching Like Crazyyy! I Had Diarrhea Like 3 Times. End Up I Din't Sleep At All. Afternoon Went Out With Edmond And Jalvin! Was Supposed To Go Practice Oral But Ended Up Slacking And Chatting! We Also Saw Mrs Tee! HAHAA! And Headed To Chomp Chomp For Dinner! Din't Really Have The Appetite Though And Most Of My Favourite Stalls Weren't Open!

Double Chocolate Ice-Blend! My Favouriteeee! ^-^

O Levels Chinese Oral In 3 More Days! O Levels First Paper In 111 Days!

请原谅我对你伪装的冷漠

不是装的洒脱或想的太多

因为你让我懂最深的爱 

最沉默