My Whole Definition Of Love.

A Word That's Overused. Couples Everywhere Used It So Often It Becomes So Over-Rated.

But From My Observation, 90% Of Those I've Heard Of Or Seen Aren't True. Infatuation Is The Right Word. Most People Think That They Have Been In Love If They Have Been In A Relationship Before But That's A Total Misconception. You Don't Have To Be In A Relationship To Understand What's Love All About. And From What I've Seen On Twitter And On Instagram, Tonnes Of Couples Express Their Love On Social Media Platforms And What Happens After A Couple Of Months? A Breakup Occurs And Sure Enough, You'll See Them Attached To Someone Else In The Subsequent Months.

Let Me Define Simply.

Infatuation Is Selfish. For Example, You Think More About Yourself Then The Other Person (Cost Vs Benefits) It Develops Over A Short Period Of Time And It's Power Is Short-Lived. It Is Also Largely Based On Physical Attractions Rather Then Personal Qualities. Hence There Tend To Be More Conflicts. It Is Possible For Infatuation To Develop Into Love As You Get To Know Someone Better.

As For Love, It's Selfless. You Want The Best For The Other Person Even If It Means Not Being Together. It Develops Gradually Over Time And Attraction Is Beyond Physical, But Mainly Personal Qualities. It Also Gets More Powerful As Time Goes By. And Also To Illustrate Better, If Let's Say He/She Gets Into An Accident And The Face Was Disfigured Or The Limbs Had To Be Amputated, You Would Still Feel The Same Way About Him/Her. You Would Also Accept All His/Her Flaws. You Would Rather Give In Than Have A Conflict.

Both Words May Have Vastly Similar Meanings But There Is Really A Huge Difference. Infatuation Is Simply Just Craving For Attention. It Can Be Anyone, But Usually Someone Who Is Attractive. Love Is Specifically Only Towards Someone. That Someone Whom You're Attracted And Yet Can't Describe Exactly Why You Are. Something You'll Rarely Encounter In Your Entire Life. And When You Do, It Usually Takes A Long Period Of Time To Get Over It Or Maybe, Some Never Do.

And Lastly, If You Believe, Love Itself Is A Miracle.

慢慢习惯
享受着孤单
偶尔也会被寂寞拆穿

Love Isn't About Possession.

All I Can Say Is, This Whole Experience Changed Me. While Everything In Life Is About Perspectives, I Was Better Able To See A Different Side Of Life And I Just Wanted To Share It. I Don't Know If This Is Gonna Help Anyone But I Really Hope It Does.

Friends. 

It's Always Good To Have Friends. 

Everyone Has This Common Mindset.

But I Can Tell You One Thing For Sure. Friends Are Replaceable. Because As People Leave, There Will Always Be Someone Who Will Be Able To Take That Place. Things Won't Be The Same But We'll Just Adapt And Move On.

And What Can You Replace Them With Other Than Making New Friends? If You Really Need Someone To Talk To, You Can Always Talk To Your Family. If You Really Can't Confide Into Them, I Suggest Finding Professional Help Like Counselling. 

As For Me. I Realised How Dependent I Was On My Friends. Dependent In The Sense That I Needed Company, Not Help. But As Time Goes By, I Realised Loneliness Has Always Been My Best Buddy. There's Really Nothing I Enjoy More Than Taking A Quiet Walk In The Park Enjoying The Scenery, Breathing In The Fresh Air. Or Doing My Workouts At The Fitness Corner And Just Lying Down, Looking At The Stars And Just Let My Thoughts Flow Through On A Calm And Quiet Night. Or Travelling All Alone By Myself And Having The Freedom To Try Anything I Want And Go To Any Place I Like And Taste All The Food Out There. I Enjoy Running Alone And Pushing Myself To My Limits Too.

See, The Pros Of Being Alone Is That There Is Absolutely No Conflict. You Have Absolute Freedom. You Will Lead A Carefree Life Without Worries. Most Importantly, You Are (Will Be Eventually) Stronger Mentally, More Than Any Of The People Out There Who Have Friends They Depend On. If Faced With A Problem, You Will Work Hard To Solve It Without Giving Up.

There Is No Need For Me To Explain The Pros Of Having Friends Because I'm Sure Most People Have Friends And They Should Understand That Part. But Ask Yourself This, If You Depend On Them But They Don't Depend On You As Much, Will There Be A Conflict One Day? Because The Scale Just Topples. If You Value Money More Than Friendship But One Day You Ran Out Of Money, Would You Also Lose That Friendship? And Also, What If Your Friend Finds A Boy/Girl Friend? Will Things Change? I Can Tell You Confidently, 90% Of The Time It Does. 

Which Is Why Society Is Fucked Up.

To Put It Simply, If You Are An Introvert Like Me, I'm Pretty Sure There Are Ways To Be Happy. You Don't Have To Try Hard And Blend In To Society. There Are Definitely Some Things You Enjoy Doing Alone And It Is Probably Not Known To You Yet. Just Don't Give Up. Keep Finding.

As For Me. I'm Lucky To Have Found Mine. It's Good To Have Friends, But Even If I Don't Have Any, I Can Still Live My Life Fruitfully. I Don't Need To Trust Anyone, Except Myself.

What's More Important Is Always Having The Mindset To Help Others In Need, Don't You Agree? Because That's One Source Of True Happiness.

摆在心里

的遗憾

时间会替我们

保管

Everything That Happens, Happens For A Reason.

On One Of The Most Interesting Day Of My Life. It Started Off In The Morning. Had Lesson At 8 Am. Woke Up A 5 Am, But Alarm Was Supposed To Ring. Sleepy Me Just Went Back To Sleeeeeep. When The Alarm Rang At 6, I Got Absolutely No Idea What I Was Doing. I Shut The Alarm And Went Back To Sleep. When The Light Shown Through My Window, Only Did I Jumped Out Of Bed. Grabbed My Phone, Looked At The Timeeee. 6.59 Am. "OHHHHHHH SHITTTT!!!"

Sprint To The Bathroom As If I Was Making My Great Escape. Brushing My Teeth Took Less Than 20 Seconds. Scrambled Back Into My Room To Change And Just When I Was About To Leave My House, My Mum Was Like "Yang. You Have School Today?" ...

I Literally LOLed. HAHAAA!

But Anyway As I Left My House And Took A Look At The Time, 7.01 Am. Craziest Shit In My Life HAHAA! Was Still Late For 15 Mins In The End, But Oh Yes. At Least I Have A Sense Of Urgency.

Met My Friend For Dinner At Kovan.  It Was 7 And I Was Really Hungry. There Was This Senior Lady Who Approached Us For Help For Directions. This Place Was Supposed To Be 'Nearby' But Yet It Wasn't Really That Nearby. We Had Our GPS So We Decided To Help Her. But This Place Was Somehow Located Along Some Ulu Road (Those Landed Property Estates) So We Walked And Walked In The Wrong Direction. End Up She Decided That She Did Not Had Time And We Had To Cab, And She Insist That We Follow Her Because She Was Scared She Cannot Find The Place. Ended Up She Was Also Doing A Good Deed By Helping Someone Who Was Bed-Ridden To 交白金 For A Funeral. But Anyway, We Ended Up Really Hungry And Ate Like Around 8.30.

We Wanted To Had Dessert At Ice Edge Cafe And While We Were At The Traffic Junction, This INSANE THING HAPPENED. This Crazy Indian Man Came Banging Into My Friend And Then He Walked Over To The Other Indians At The Traffic Light And Started Scolding Them. What Happened Next Was Totally Unpredictable.

He Just Walked Out Onto The Road Where There Is Huge Oncoming Traffic. I Couldn't Even Described How Close The Bus Was To Running Him Down If The Bus Driver Wasn't Alert Enough To Steer Away From Him. After That He Didn't Even Care And Just Took His Time Strolling Across The Road. Luckily, All The Oncoming Cars Spotted Him. I Was Surprisingly Close To Seeing An Accident Happen Right In Front Of My Eyes. He Turned Out To Be Some Guy Who Was Mentally Unsound. Had The Scared Out Of My Life.

Happen To Spot This Rare Breed Of Lion Dog As Well When We Were Strolled Past This Pet Shop. My First Impression Was, I Thought I Saw A LION! HAHAAA! Took A Closer Look And Realised It Was So Damn Fluffy And Cute HAHAA! It Looks Like This.

Image reference: http://stuffpoint.com/puppies/image/88758/dog-like-a-lion-wallpaper/

What A Night..

只可惜

失去了

才会懂得珍惜

Because In The End, Some Things Just Don't Matter.

Not A Very 'Happy' New Year. Shitty First Week Of School. Insane Amount Of Projects To Be Rushed And I'm Actually Amazed That We Submitted On Time. More Projects To Be Submitted In The Upcoming Week.

Extremely Tiring Week. And Now I Start To Wonder Why I Chose Japanese As My Compulsory Interdisciplinary Studies Module. It's So Freaking Tough. The Characters Isn't Even As Easy To Write As ABC And All The Characters That Form Words Just Don't Make Any Sense. Did So Badly For My Test I Even Got A Personal Email From The Tutor Telling Me To Put In More Effort. Absolutely Ridiculous When The Teacher Goes So Fast And In Just A 4 Hour Lesson And We're Expected To Know Like 50 Over Words. At The End Of The Module (Just 5 Weeks Of Lesson), We're Even Expected To Write A Letter. I Know How Screwed I Am. The Best Part Is, This Damn Module Is Considered A Half Module And I'm Expected To Put In More Effort Than My Full Course Related Modules? Makes No Sense. But Whatever.

Glad This Semester Is A Really Fast One. Sick Of Studying. I Need A Break. Maybe Working Will Be Dull Too But At Least It's Something Else. Just Anything Else. Is Better.

(You Can Tell How Bored My Life Is. Totally Nothing To Blog About Though I Really Like Expressing My Thoughts.)

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