I Miss Your Smile So Much.

Omg Time Really Flies. So Many Things Happened. And I'm Just Lazy To Blogged Out Everything That Happened.

Basically Last Sunday Was North East Passion Run. And It Was Sure Fun Being A Volunteer. Made New Friends Which Was Great. Great Experience Too!

And For The Past Week, Had Some Mahjong Sessions As Well And Finally Meeting My Bro 2 days Ago To Buy His Racer Shoes. Awesome Day And It Was My Mum's Birthday Too! Bought Her A Simple Cake But I'm Just Too Lazy To Upload Pictures. HAHAA!

Yesterday Had A Great Family Dinner At Some Thai Restaurant Which Has Really Good Tom Yam Soup! And... Got Reminded Of You..

I Know All This While What I've Been Hiding Is A Feeling. My Feelings For You. I Know The Way I Show It, The Way I Express It, The Way I Say It. I'm So Unaffected By You But That's Not True. You Are The Only Person In The World Who Actually Gives Me This Kind Of Feeling Which I Can't Even Explain Myself. The Feeling Which I Could Go Miles Just To See You Smile. I Really Miss Your Smile. Haven't Seen You For Many Months. Probably Never Will See You Again. No One Has Ever Shared So Much About Themselves To Me Before Or Trusted Me This Much. You're So Special So Unique. But Words Just Can't Describe How I Even Feel. What Am I Even Supposed To Do?

没想到

深深收藏的

却是一种

无法解释的感觉

Maybe After All, Looks Does Matter.

Basically, As The Week Is Nearing To It's End, Here's A Sum Up Of What Has Happened So Far.

Tues-Weds, Ton At My Bro's House And Had Lots Of Dota Fun. And His Mum Is Just So Niceeeee.

Thursday Was Learning How To Put On Contact Lenses Day And It's So Freaking Hard For Me. I Keep On Trying And Trying Till I Really Want To Give Up But Somehow I Manage To Put Them In Myself After Countless Tries. And Taking Out Too. Maybe Most People Find It Easy To Pick Up But Somehow I Find It Just So Hard. But Maybe Everything Was Worthwhile.

And Today (Friday), Great Outing With My Friends. Singing Session And Had 18 Chef For Dinner As Well. More Learning And Practice Of Putting On And Taking Off Contact Lenses. More Confident Now But Guess It Really Takes Time.

My Looks Now. Guess It's So Much Better Than Before. At Least I Feel The Difference. I Once Thought Maybe Looks Don't Matter As Much But Sure As Hell It Does. You Can Feel It All Around You. Even Your Inner Self, You Are Much More Confident. I Definitely Am Much More Confident Than Before. Even Got Praises And Such. The Difference Is So Significant. Much More Than I Expected. But There's Always A Price To Pay. The Question Is, Are You Willing To?

也许外表很重要

但始终内心会更重要

Life With Purpose, Is So Much More Meaningful.

Last Week Has Been A Great Week. Totally Awesomeeee!

Dyed My Hair (Though It's Not Very Obvious) And Well, Will Be Getting My Contacts Very Soon.

On Top Of That, Yesterday (Sunday) Was A Splendid Day At Carnival Run. Being A Volunteer And Being Able To Help Out, Interacting With People, Seeing The Smile On Everyone's Faces. Giving Out Of Light Sticks And Free Gifts Etc. Helping Out To Pick Up All The Leftover Rubbish And All. Playing A Part, I Guess That's What Really Matters. My Whole Body Is Still Aching And All But It's Definitely Worth It. Good Experience!

Busy Schedule This Week As Well And I'm Looking Forward To Everything That Will Be Happening Soon. Will Blog On It As Soon As I Can. (:

存在的不快乐

只代表你曾经拥有快乐

只不过暂时失去

很快你就会把它找回来

Don't Expect. Don't Hope. Maybe Living Life Will Be Less Stressful.

Life Just Feels Great. End Of Exams. End Of Year 1. And This Time I Think I Should Do Quite Well. I Expect Myself To Do Quite Well Because I Know How To Do Most Of The Questions. At Least I'm Not Expecting Any Surprises This Time.

Long Holidays Ahead. And I've Actually Planned It Out Quite Well I Would Say. I Know What I've Been Aiming For All This While. Running Is Top Priority Especially Since SDM 14 Is Just 3 Months Away. And I Will Be Picking Up More Cooking Skills. Cooking Is Enjoyable When You Know What You Can Cook Is Really Delicious. (: Doing Some Volunteering And Probably Finding Event Jobs Too.

This Better Be A Fruitful Holiday. 

当你伤心过度

过后的

有什么能不让你快乐