There Is Nothing As Hard In The World As Understanding Yourself.

An Awesome Week.

Work Life May Not Be As Interesting But At Least I Have Scheduled Weekly Tues-Dates To Look Forward To. And Fri-Dates With My Parents As Well. And Well, Time Passes Really Quickly When You're Busy. 2 Weeks Down!! 20 More Weeks To Gooooo!

Another Meet Up With Course Mates Again For K Session On Friday. Had A Blast~

And While Me And My Friends Were On Our Way Back On The Last (Or Last Second?) Train, Someone Vomited. It Was Near The Doors Of The Train. And As Usual, I Never Fail To Surprise Myself. 90% Of The Time I Don't Really Know What I'm Doing. It's Like I'm Only In Control 10% Of The Time.

At That Point In Time, When I Saw This Lady Vomiting, I Never Really Thought Of Cleaning Up The Mess. Really. This Isn't My Job. It Clearly Isn't. So I Offered Her All The Tissue That I Had In My Bag, While My Friend Also Offered His. She Did Not Even Respond So I Place The Tissues At A Seat Beside Her. A Lady Also Walked By And Offered Her A Plastic Bag.

And I Stood There Waiting. Hoping Someone Would Clean Up The Mess Miraculously. But Of Course No One Did. People Just Avoided And Moved Away, Disgusted.

Putting Myself In The Shoes Of Someone Who Was Entering The Train, He Could Slip, Fall And Land On The Pool Of Vomit. Putting Myself In The Shoes Of Her, She Would Be Feeling So Embarassed. Can Totally Understand That If It Was Me, I Probably Would Be Too Shocked To Even Make Any Movement Because I Could Imagine Everyone Staring At Me.

This Is When I Did The Craziest Thing I've Ever Done In Public. I Walked Over, And Started Cleaning The Mess. Of Course I Didn't Really Care About The People Looking At Me Because Obviously The Stench Was Bothering Me More. I Almost Threw Up As Well, But I Got It Done With And Alighted The Train. Luckily I Had My Friend Around To Carry My Bag For Me.

After Which, My Friend Actually Told Me She Was Drunk. I Never Really Thought Of That, But I Guess She Could Well Be (Because She Did Not Even Say A Word The Whole Time). And Logically Speaking, Maybe She Did Not Deserve My Help, But I'm Helping Those People Who Are Entering The Train And Risk Slipping And Fall.

It's Not Like I Wanted To Be A Hero And This Clearly Doesn't Make Me One. Not Like I Saved Someone's Life Or What. But I Guess Life Is Boring Without The Want To Constantly Help Others.

Sometimes, It Feels Like An Addiction.

因为不想接受

不能接受

又能怎样