Haven't Ran For A Month And Finally Today, I Decided, Maybe Running Should Help. It Was Supposed To Like Always. Then I Started Running, My Mind Was Peaceful And My Breathing Slow, Calm, But Weak With A Relatively Quick Pace. It Helped While I Was Running Until I Stopped At A Traffic Light And All Of A Sudden, I Found Myself Choking And Gasping For Air. My Head Was A Giddy And Vision Blurred.
Then I Realised Somehow, I Was Controlling And Holding My Breathing During The Run. And The Choking Is When My Body Realised It Cannot Go On Without Oxygen Any Longer And Hence That Reaction. But What Actually Crossed My Mind At That Point Of Time?
As Usual, Strolled To The Fitness Corner With A Heavy Heart. On A Supposingly Lonely Night, I Looked Up Into The Skies. I See Stars. Countless Stars. I Felt Like I Could Just Talk And Relate To Them On A Quiet And Calm Night Like This. And Since They Blink, I'll Take That As A Reply, A Respond To The Countless Questions That Is Running Through My Mind.
And What Really Surprised me Was That As I Was Sitting All Alone On The Bench, A Cat Actually Strolled Up To Me And Rubbed It's Fluffy Back And Head Against My Leg And Laid Down In Front Of Me. (': It Made Me Felt Like Someone Actually Knew How I'm Feeling Right Now. I Wasn't Alone. It Was Amazing Isn't It? Even Animals Can Sense Human Beings Emotions.
I Just.. Have To.. Maybe.. Endure Abit Longer.. And I'll Get Used To It..
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