Sometimes You Wish You Can Just Toss Everything Aside. Or Just Do Something To Get Your Mind Busy.

Yep. Don't Matter. Doesn't Matter. Never Mattered At All. I Think Maybe It's Time I Start To Think About Things And Focus Down On My Studies. Road To 4.0 GPA Won't Be Easy And It'll Be Impossible At The Rate I'm Going. I Need To Start Putting Down. And Let This Be My Motivation To Work Hard.

Put Down Everything. Not Gonna Plan Already. I'm Stuck Here What's The Point Of Planning. Why Did I Even Bother. Spend Countless Hours Doing Everything Just For That One Day That Ain't Gonna Happen Till I Don't Know When. Probably Won't Happen. Am I Starting To Get Tired? Put Up With Everything, No Wonder My Shoulders Feel So Heavy. Guess The Time Has Come To Let Go. Never Mattered At All I Would Say. So My Decision Will Only Affect Myself. 

If I Can't, If I Fail, Then I Will Just Stop Thinking About It. Channel All My Energy Onto Studies Maybe It'll Be Better Instead Of Torturing Myself Here. Not Gonna Explain Anything. No One Will Understand Anyway. Shall Leave It As It Is.

不懂你本来就是这样的，还是你变了。我还以为没看错人，也许这点我真的错了。也有可能是我变了，我们都变了。有些东西一但错过了，就失去了。

已经到了结尾

我还不把伸出的手收回来

就会受到内伤

永远无法恢复