Wish I Knew What You Were Thinking. Wish I Knew Why I Was Even Dreaming.

Had Lots Of Fun On Friday At Shabu Sushi. With The Most Blossom Buddies And Best Bros One Can Haveeeeee. (: Eat Eat Eat And Lots Of Funny/Retarded/Stupid/Lame Snapchats! HAHAAA! This Week Is One Of The Best Weeks In My Life. Life's Great, Or At Least It Seems Great.

But You Know. Great Times Don't Last. They Never Do. They Past Just As Quickly As They Started. But If They Ever Do, Then We Wouldn't Possibly Know What Great Times Really Are. Just Like Being Happy All The Time, If You Never Really Felt Sad Before, You Wouldn't Know What It Means To Be Happy.

And I Know Clearly. I'll Have To Act Happy When I'm Really Not. I Don't Want To See My Friends Worrying About Me. The One Who Laughs The Hardest Is Usually The One Who Has Gone Through The Most Pain. At Least That's How It Seems Like. It Helps To Forget All The Pain At That Moment At Least.

And.. I Have Really No Idea Why I'm Just Starting To Develop Feelings For You. It's A Very Weird Feeling. But Honestly, Is It Even Possible To Develop Feelings For Someone That You Haven't Really Seen In Real Life? Because I Think That's Impossible. But I Can't Explain What I'm Feeling Like Right Now. It's Like I'm Crazy, But I Don't Know Why I Feel For You. Maybe I Pity You. And You Know What Hurts Me The Most? You Bottled All The Pain In Your Heart, Shouldered All The Burden On Yourself. Trying Not To Breakdown. Trying To Be Happy. When You're Simply Sad. Disappointed. I Felt That Way Before Though For A Different Reason. But I Know How Much It Hurts. Carrying The Pain All Alone. Thinking About All This Makes Me Feel Like Pulling You Over Close To Me And Giving You A Hug. I'll Do Anything To Make You Feel Better. Even If It's Just Me Lending You My Shoulders To Cry On. Really. ANYTHING. Seeing You Like This, My Heart Aches.

Actually I'm Equally Lost As To What Should I Even Do. What Can I Even Do To Lessen All That Pain. I Really Don't Want To Risk Adding On To Your Pain. I'm In A Dilemma As Well. But When I Can't Help, I Feel Equally Useless As Well.

Really. What Should I Even Do? Or Not Do? Let Time Do It's Wonders?

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