It's Not Always True That You'll Get Paid For Trying Hard, But Then Again, If You Don't Try Hard, You'll Never Know The Outcome.

Time Passes So Fast, First Week Of Poly Life Has Ended Already. Enjoying Poly Life For Now. First Week In NP Was Super Awesomeee Lah. Made Even More New Friends And Got To Know My Classmates! But Some Of The Lectures Were Quite Boring And The Lecturers Were Either Speaking Too Fast Or Speaking Too Soft, So I End Up Having To Go Through The Slides Myself Again Because I Really Catch No Ball. But Workshops And Tutorial Were Engaging. Magnitude'13 Yesterday Was Plain Awesomeeee! Had Some Great Time Shaking Those Ass.

I Don't Know Why, But Maybe I'm Plain Stupid Or What. I Can't Believed I Actually Put Interest In 7 CCA's And Now There're So Many Tryout Sessions That My Next Week Schedule Is So Packed~ But Still, Hope I Get To Meet More People And Make New Friends. (: And Yup, I Will Also Be Able To Find Out Which One I Enjoy Most And Join That CCA. And Ambassadors Interview Turned Out Great, But Even If I Go Through This Round, There'll Be 2 More Rounds Of Interview! HAHA! It's Not Gonna Be Easy. But I'm Up For The Challenge!

Haiz. Really Hope I'm Not Having A Crush. Enough Of All This TY. I Don't Feel Like I'm Good Enough For Anyone. But That Isn't The Main Point. The Last Time I Tried So Hard And I Still Failed, It's Hard To Get Over It. It Isn't Just About The Money, But More Importantly The Effort And Time I Put In. I Thought At Least Someone Would Appreciate It. And My Gift Was Definitely One Of A Kind. But It Turned Out You're Not That Someone. Disappointed. I Don't Want To Fall In Love Again. I Don't Want To Try. Why Can't I Just Give Up? Why? Screw All Those Feelings And Emotions. In The End, I Just Need The Motivation I Get From This Feelings.

I See A Great Week Ahead, So I'll Stay Positive~

就算我爱上了你

我也会装作不在乎

因为在乎了又会怎样

我只不过不想失望