It's Not Always True That You'll Get Paid For Trying Hard, But Then Again, If You Don't Try Hard, You'll Never Know The Outcome.

Time Passes So Fast, First Week Of Poly Life Has Ended Already. Enjoying Poly Life For Now. First Week In NP Was Super Awesomeee Lah. Made Even More New Friends And Got To Know My Classmates! But Some Of The Lectures Were Quite Boring And The Lecturers Were Either Speaking Too Fast Or Speaking Too Soft, So I End Up Having To Go Through The Slides Myself Again Because I Really Catch No Ball. But Workshops And Tutorial Were Engaging. Magnitude'13 Yesterday Was Plain Awesomeeee! Had Some Great Time Shaking Those Ass.

I Don't Know Why, But Maybe I'm Plain Stupid Or What. I Can't Believed I Actually Put Interest In 7 CCA's And Now There're So Many Tryout Sessions That My Next Week Schedule Is So Packed~ But Still, Hope I Get To Meet More People And Make New Friends. (: And Yup, I Will Also Be Able To Find Out Which One I Enjoy Most And Join That CCA. And Ambassadors Interview Turned Out Great, But Even If I Go Through This Round, There'll Be 2 More Rounds Of Interview! HAHA! It's Not Gonna Be Easy. But I'm Up For The Challenge!

Haiz. Really Hope I'm Not Having A Crush. Enough Of All This TY. I Don't Feel Like I'm Good Enough For Anyone. But That Isn't The Main Point. The Last Time I Tried So Hard And I Still Failed, It's Hard To Get Over It. It Isn't Just About The Money, But More Importantly The Effort And Time I Put In. I Thought At Least Someone Would Appreciate It. And My Gift Was Definitely One Of A Kind. But It Turned Out You're Not That Someone. Disappointed. I Don't Want To Fall In Love Again. I Don't Want To Try. Why Can't I Just Give Up? Why? Screw All Those Feelings And Emotions. In The End, I Just Need The Motivation I Get From This Feelings.

I See A Great Week Ahead, So I'll Stay Positive~

就算我爱上了你

我也会装作不在乎

因为在乎了又会怎样

我只不过不想失望

If You Try Hard Then Fail, Then You Just Got To Try Harder..

Lazy.. But Got The Sudden Feeling To Blog! HAHAA!

For The Past 1 Month...

 

Finally Quitted My Survey Job! It Really Sucks Towards The End Because For The Remaining Categories For The Project, It Was Rather Hard To Get Companies Stuff To Do The God Damn Survey! ): And After Like Working For More Then 2 Weeks, I Haven't Gotten My Pay Yet Since Then!!!~

So After Quitting The Job, Actually Spend Like 2 Weeks Having Fun With Friends!

Then Came FOCAS! Quite A Fun Camp And Made Some New Friends! Also Got To Know About What Are Some Of The CCA's Offered By NP As Well As Familiarise With The Place Better. It Was A Great Experience! And Somehow Came Many Outings Right After The Camp. And The Whatsapp Group Is Somehow Super Active~ (:

And.. The Best Achievement In My Whole Entire Life, Happened On 31st March. 2XU Compression Run! Completed 21km In 1h 46mins And Came In 281/7433! Achievement Unlocked Lah! (: (: (:

Yesterday Had Chomp Chomp With Close Friends! Had Lots To Catchup! HAHA! And I Think I've Put On Much Weight.. We Had Like Hokkien Mee, Stingray, Satay, Hotplate Oyster Omelette... Fat Die Me! ):

Went To Malaysia Today.. And Had A Durian Feast~

And Also Headed To Mt. Ophir To Have A Glismpe Of The Waterfall.. And I Can't Believe It's The 2nd Time I've Been There..

Next Up Is The BAOC ( Business & Accountancy Orientation Camp ) ! Hope To Make As Many New Friends Whom I'll Be Seeing Often Since We'll Definitely Be In The Same School (YDS) LOL!!

And Anyways~ Don't Know Why, But All Of A Sudden, I Feel Really Thankful. Thankful For All My Friends. I May Not Have Many Friends Compared To Some Others, But Still, I Have Friends Whom I Can Have Fun With, Joke Around With. I Have Friends Whom I Can Pour My Hearts Out To. I Have Friends Who Gives Me Confidence, Motivates Me. I Have Friends Who Gives Me Sincere Advices, Comfort Me. I Have Friends Who Treats Me Sincerely, One Who Doesn't Take Me For Granted. I Have Friends Who Understands Me. I'm Really Really Thankful For Such Friends.

And My Family.. I Still Can Remember Vividly, About 2 Years Back Then, I Really Hated My Life. I Thought My Life Was Screwed. Others Had iPhone And Everything Else You Could Imagine And I Was Stuck With Some Noob Phone. And Others Had Freedom, Could Go Out Anytime And Come Back Home After Midnight And I Couldn't Even Go Out Often. Because Of This, I Also Hated My Parents, Had Alot Of Falling Out With Them. But Now, I Have An iPhone And I'm Enjoying My Freedom To The Fullest! Really Thankful For That. Shows That My Parents Trusted Me, And For Trusting Me, I've Showed Them How Much I've Matured. I Might Come Home Late In The Middle Of The Night, But I Don't Break The Law, I Don't Smoke, I Don't Do Stupid Things. I'm So Happy That My Parents Actually Gave Me This Chance, Gave Me This Freedom.

Okay This Is So Sudden, But Still, I Feel Really Blessed. Blessed For Everything I Have Today.

当你开始对自己有信心的时候

相信自己的时候

别人对你的肯定也会慢慢增加