Haven't Beeen Doing Well In Recent Tests. Some Are Up To Expectations, Some Are Way Below Expectations. My Whole Of January Has Beeen Toooo Slack! Even Failed A Maths Test!!! 'O' Levels Are Approaching. On Average, I Have Slightly More Than 1 Month To Prepare For Each Subjects For A Total Of 8 Subjects.
What Happened Today Was Really Interesting During Form Teacher's Period. Had My Expected Grades Calculated For 'O' Levels Based On My PSLE Grades And My Recent Results. The Expected Grade Are As Follows :
English : A2
CHHS : A1
Chinese : A1
Pure Geography : A1
A Maths : A1
E Maths : A1
Pure Chemistry : A2
Pure Physics : A2
L1R5 : 7
And I Realised Something From These Grades... That They May Seeem Impossible For Now. For Now, My Best Subjects, CHHS And E Maths Grades Are Only A2, The Rest Of The Subjects Are B's And C's And For Physics, I Even Got A D. SEEEM是 IMPOSSIBLE? If I Think It's Impossible To Get These Grades Of Course It Will Be Impossible, Especially When I Ain't Even Trying. Slacking And Stoning And Going Out So Often To Have Fun Or Even Going Jogging Etc. How Much Time Do I Really Spend On Studies? Probably Not Even A Quarter Of The Time I Spend On Other Stuffs.
I'm Not Even Trying And My Grades Are Neither Goood Nor Bad. There're Only Lazy People In This World, Stupid People Don't Exist. This Is ABSOLUTELY TRUEEE. I'm Lazy. I Admit It. Which Means For Now, The Expected Grades May Still Seeem So Distant From My Current Grades. But If I Really Work Hard, Work Towards It, I Believe These Grades Aren't That Hard To Achieve, Isn't It?
只要是一个人想要的东西，然后真的尽力去做，那么没有什么事情是办不到的。我很清楚自己还没有尽力，又怎能放弃呢？I Really Want Those Grades And They Don't Appear From Nowhere. I Got To Work Hard For It. 我对自己有信心。告诉自己‘我做得到’！(:
After All, The Grades For Prelim Exams Isn't That Important Because At The End Of The Day, It's The 'O' Level Results Certificate That Matters. But Still, It Shows My Understanding On Each And Every Particular Subject. Shall Do My Best. I Don't Want To Regret. It's Never Tooo Late To Start. Less Than 9 Months Left. START NOW! (:
当一个人真的尽力了
那么他会发现自己想要
得到的东西并不难
问题是在于他们自己
并没有去试试过
